… --Oracle, 'The Matrix Reloaded'
Since, essentially, …
I LACK empathy, …
PLUS most tasks take me longER than USUAL/TYPICAL to COMPLETE, …
PLUS , my AGITATION "spills-OUT my ears" when (SO-CALLED "MEDICAL") "doctors" "ramble-on some 'BULLSHIT'" about "JUST wait"-ing &
I am in NO-particular-HURRY to "FULLY-rehabilitate". CONTRARY to POPULAR-belief,
I--a "Traumatic Brain-Injury"-victim--UNDERSTAND that TIMELINESS is NOT-always "my FRIEND", I RECOGNIZE that my "MOVES" are NOT always SUPER-courteous. "The trouble IS" … that I do NOT really-CARE!
My Neural-PsychoTherapist--to ME: "You have the sight now,
(A.J.). You are looking at the world without time."
ME: "Thanks A LOT, Doc! But, what IF--'DOWN the line'--I hafta CHOOSE between 'DIS-obeying my OWN bodily-INTUITION … to appease OTHERS'
&/OR
'trusting MY-OWN instincts for MY-OWN comfort'? Then, WHOM do I 'FAVOR'? … Are OTHERS MORE-IMPORTANT than I?!"
Neural-PsyT: "No, you've already made the choice. Now you have
to understand it."
ME: "No. I can't do that. I won't."
Neural-PsyT: "Well, you have to. "
ME: "Why?"
Her: "… Because you're 'The ONE'."
… TODAY was rather "LAID-BACK", so 'twas "NOOOIIICE!"
(… Ergo, I told some stories via quotes from "The Oracle" &
"Neo" in the 'Matrix'-trilogy.)
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