(Back & forth between my neurologist & me:)

...
(After my FIRST waking from my second coma after my catastrophic car accident:)

ME: "What if my leg-control never returns?  I'm scared."

Doc: "SSSHHH.  Are you smart?"

ME: "Of course."

Doc: "Then, don't be scared."

(... This conversation is based on an exchange in the film, 'Jack Reacher'.)

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... Just type "kaynatma" (my last name) onto amazon, & my workS will appear.
(Three have been published--thus far--outta 13 DONE.)

'Tis updated frequently.


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(THURSDAY) . (Audible SIGH) TRUANCY!

... 
In honor of today's illustrious date 
(3/14 = Pi day), I apologize that I missed the exact time to depict more humor.  Since pi = ~3.1415926..., 'twould have been hilarious to post on March 14th at 1:59 & 26 hundredths in the morning.


BUMMER!

(THURSDAY) Move over, Cal!

... 
Cal Ripken owns the Major League Baseball record of consecutive games played with 2,632.  

(muffled snicker)

Well, today I went to the dentist, & it marked my 12,380th consecutive day withOUT a cavity.  

In other words, in all of my ~33.8959 years ALIVE, I've never had a cavity.
(... Knock on wood.)


P.S. My dentist told me today, that he'd never seen a tooth with "multiple root canals".

... Yet, I have one.
(--> That's just further evidence, that I am an anomaly/weirdo.)

(MONDAY) . I'm an anomaly.

... 

In general, the left hemisphere of the brain controls speech, comprehension, arithmetic, and writing.  So, how the hell do I write more, have better grammar & mentally quantify better?!

... Game, set & match Kaynatma

(MONDAY) "WOW! That was my FIRST time."

... That's what SHE said!

I had a FANTABULOUS workout at 'NeuroFit 360' today!  First, I biked around the ENTIRE store-plaza.  I'd GUESStimate that it's ~1/2 a mile around.  I went around TWICE.  Then, I walked eight up & back laps on the parallel bars.
(So, that's 16 laps.)

What's great & SURPRISING is that, afterwards, I wasN'T even tired.  ... At ALL!

(... That's very encouraging.)

YAY! "Write that down." (MONDAY)

... 
I JUST watched--for the first time EVER in its entirety--the CLASSIC 1989-film--'Field of Dreams'.  
... And, I didn't FULL-on CRY.  But, I definitely felt my eyes water.  I even wiped away a TEAR.

YAAAAY!

I tell myself all the time. Now I'm telling y'ALL. (Saturday)

... 
I am DAAAMN-courageous!

(... COURAGE is NOT "not being afraid."

It IS "being afraid & doing it anyway.")


I.e. My seemingly endless REHABILITATION-battle


... 

(MONDAY) . Compare & Contrast.

... 
Since 'Rain Man' was on television this morning, my nurse--while feeding me--& I compared the title-character's & my brain disorders & respective talents in spite of them.

--> His being an autistic-savant prevents his comprehending empathy.
... I can understand what others PROBABLY feel.  I just canNOT display my feelings.

--> INfrequently, I'll have the ability to CHOOSE whether or not to sympathize.  He simply canNOT.

--> We both demonstrate an astounding mastery of numeric-manipulation.  Raymond Babbit is just faaaaar quicker than I.
(Good work takes time.)

--> Both of us possess this mathematical-dominance as a nervous-TICK.  It's more than instinctual.  It's like a subconscious reflex.


...

(MONDAY) PREVIEW:

... 
Here is a brief excerpt from the Psychological aspect of my intricate memoirs:

"WARNING!  I have no qualms about admitting my [SUPPOSED] self-contradictions:

My mind is the base of my PROBLEMS.  Yet, it represents the peak of my SOLUTIONS."


-- I pose this question to y'ALL--
Who is truly ... "CRAZY"--me ... or EVERYONE else?!