(MONDAY) . I'm an anomaly.

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In general, the left hemisphere of the brain controls speech, comprehension, arithmetic, and writing.  So, how the hell do I write more, have better grammar & mentally quantify better?!

... Game, set & match Kaynatma

(MONDAY) "WOW! That was my FIRST time."

... That's what SHE said!

I had a FANTABULOUS workout at 'NeuroFit 360' today!  First, I biked around the ENTIRE store-plaza.  I'd GUESStimate that it's ~1/2 a mile around.  I went around TWICE.  Then, I walked eight up & back laps on the parallel bars.
(So, that's 16 laps.)

What's great & SURPRISING is that, afterwards, I wasN'T even tired.  ... At ALL!

(... That's very encouraging.)

YAY! "Write that down." (MONDAY)

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I JUST watched--for the first time EVER in its entirety--the CLASSIC 1989-film--'Field of Dreams'.  
... And, I didn't FULL-on CRY.  But, I definitely felt my eyes water.  I even wiped away a TEAR.

YAAAAY!

I tell myself all the time. Now I'm telling y'ALL. (Saturday)

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I am DAAAMN-courageous!

(... COURAGE is NOT "not being afraid."

It IS "being afraid & doing it anyway.")


I.e. My seemingly endless REHABILITATION-battle


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(MONDAY) . Compare & Contrast.

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Since 'Rain Man' was on television this morning, my nurse--while feeding me--& I compared the title-character's & my brain disorders & respective talents in spite of them.

--> His being an autistic-savant prevents his comprehending empathy.
... I can understand what others PROBABLY feel.  I just canNOT display my feelings.

--> INfrequently, I'll have the ability to CHOOSE whether or not to sympathize.  He simply canNOT.

--> We both demonstrate an astounding mastery of numeric-manipulation.  Raymond Babbit is just faaaaar quicker than I.
(Good work takes time.)

--> Both of us possess this mathematical-dominance as a nervous-TICK.  It's more than instinctual.  It's like a subconscious reflex.


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(MONDAY) PREVIEW:

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Here is a brief excerpt from the Psychological aspect of my intricate memoirs:

"WARNING!  I have no qualms about admitting my [SUPPOSED] self-contradictions:

My mind is the base of my PROBLEMS.  Yet, it represents the peak of my SOLUTIONS."


-- I pose this question to y'ALL--
Who is truly ... "CRAZY"--me ... or EVERYONE else?!

(FRIDAY) . NEW exercise!

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WOW!
I just went to my special-GYM, where I tried this brand-NEW exercise.  'Twas INTENSE, PRODUCTIVE & TIRING.
Bottom line--Hellz YEAH!

I WALKED from inside to outside then ALL the way down one side of the plaza, turned around & walked FASTER back to the gymnasium.  All the while I--alone--was pushing an ~30 pound cart with TWO 25-pound weighted plates on it.  I ONLY had two spotters to help steer.

'Twas probably the toughest, most exhausting exercise I've done there ... EVER!
(... Soooo, in ... ~five years)

... Also, this morning my Speech Therapist happily confirmed my inkling that my speaking is remarkably becoming more lucid & louder.

I now feel VERY accomplished & encouraged!

(WEDNESDAY) "That's what SHE said!"

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During this morning's session, my Speech Therapist was in awe, as she commended my clarity for understanding all three of the messages I semi-yelled to her.  

... She was in the kitchen, as she prepared my cinnamon-infused chocolate pudding.

... I could sense only trace amounts of the cinnamon in my throat.

(SUNDAY) . Put it in perspective.

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"The more syllables, the worse it is."
(--'50/50')

I have a Trau-ma-tic Brain Dis-or-der.
That's seven syllables.


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SHITBALLS!


P.S. The film brings up AWFUL memories of how my last girlfriend CHEATED on me, after she learned I'd likely die.
... She SUCKS at life!

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(THURSDAY) LEGITIMATE question

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"Is it true that
if you doN'T USE it,
you LOSE it?"
(--'40 Year Old Virgin')


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TBD
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