"La, la, ... LA!" (... Am I singing in 'D- ... minor'?!)

... I am by NO-MEANS "religious".
(... I PREFER a/the more SCIENTIFIC-/LOGICAL-approach!)
But, SOMETIMES ... you've just-GOTTA have "FAITH"!  

... DESPITE my-attending a VERY-RELIGIOUS "high school" ... AND "elementary school" (... THROUGH 4th grade), I've ALWAYS-PREFERRED a more SCIENTIFIC belief-system.
(... I shaN'T LIE: My dad's ATHIEST-"ways" ... at HOME ... were the MAJOR-"contributor-TO"/-"influence-ON" MY AGNOSTIC-opinions.
_____________________________________________________

--  "Ignition (Remix)"

"Now, um, usually I don't do this but uh....
Go head' on and break em off wit a lil' preview of the remix....

No I'm not trying to be rude,
But hey pretty girl I'm feeling you
The way you do the things you do
Reminds me of my Lexus coupe
That's why I'm all up in yo grill
Tryina get you to a hotel
You must be a football coach
The way you got me playing the field

So baby gimme that toot toot
Lemme give you that beep beep
Running her hands through my 'fro
Bouncing on 24's
While they say on the radio...

It's the remix to ignition
Hot and fresh out the kitchen
Mama rolling that body
got every man in here wishing
Sipping on coke and rum
I'm like so what I'm drunk
It's the freaking weekend baby
I'm about to have me some fun

Bounce Bounce Bounce Bounce Bounce Bounce Bounce
Bounce Bounce Bounce

Now it's like murder she wrote
Once I get you out them clothes
Privacy is on the door
Still they can hear you screaming more
Girl I'm feeling what you feeling
No more hoping and wishing
I'm bout to take my key and
Stick it in the ignition

So baby gimme that toot toot
Lemme give you that beep beep
Running her hands through my 'fro
Bouncing on 24's
While they say on the radio...

It's the remix to ignition
Hot and fresh out the kitchen
Mama rolling that body
Got every man in here wishing
Sipping on coke and rum
I'm like so what I'm drunk
It's the freaking weekend baby
I'm about to have me some fun

Cristal popping in the stretch Navigator
We got food everywhere
As if the party was catered
We got fellas to my left
Hunnies on my right
We bring em both together we got junking all night
Then after the show it's the (after party)
And after the party its the (hotel lobby)
And round about 4 you gotta (clear the lobby)
Then head take it to the room and freak somebody

Can I get a toot toot
Can I get a beep beep
Running her hands through my 'fro
Bouncing on 24's
While they say on the radio... 

It's the remix to ignition
Hot and fresh out the kitchen
Mama rolling that body
Got every man in here wishing
Sipping on coke and rum
I'm like so what I'm drunk
It's the freaking weekend baby
I'm about to have me some fun

It's the remix to ignition
Hot and fresh out the kitchen
Mama rolling that body
Got every man in here wishing
Sipping on coke and rum
I'm like so what I'm drunk
It's the freaking weekend baby
I'm about to have me some fun

Girl we off in this jeep
Fogging windows up
Blasting the radio
In the back of my truck
Bouncing up and down
Stroke it round and round
To the remix
We just thuggin it out..."

______________________________________________________... ((MY VERSION/EDITION/REVISION:) 'Second-Chance' (New "LIFE"):))

"Now, um, MOST-people doN'T get this.  But, UH, ...
''Kick 'yo feet UP'' & ENJOY my lil'-TALE of my new-LIFE ... 

Well, I'm NOT-tryin' to BOAST.
But, my ''WALKIN''s 'HOTTER' than fresh-TOAST!
It's like my LEGS are on a ROAST.
Reminds me of what I want-MOST!
That's WHY I keep this BLOG.
I'm NEVER just ''CHILLIN'' like a LOG.
I'm STILL very AK-tihv & STRONG,
As I STRIVE-to RE-gain LEG-STRENGTH!

So, LEG-nerves, gimme that 'twitch-TWITCH.
Lemme go-for that oompf-OOMPF!
Testing my patience for AK-SHUN,
Just-BIDIN' my TIME,
While I WAIT-for HEALIN' NERVES!

(CHORUS:)It's my SECOND-chance at 'new-LIFE',
After the doc sliced my nerves with his KNIFE.
C'mon, twitchin' those LEGS
Got me CERTAINLY-WISHIN' 
Shiftin' weight back-&-FORTH, (FORTH)
I'm like, ''Patience, it's  WORTH.''  (WORTH)
It's my ULTIMATE-goal, LEGGIES.
... YES!  Did ya see that TWITCH?!  (TWITCH)

Stand Stand Stand Stand Stand Stand Stand 
Stand Stand Stand 

Now it's like 'FREEZE-Tag' I PLAY.  (PLAY)
My problems ARE tough to SAY.  (SAY)
'PERSISTENCE' IS in my HEAD.  (HEAD)
My frustration caN'T-be SAID.  (SAID)Legs, I'm HOPING that you're FEELING
All the mess'ges from my BRAIN.
With my physics & my WILL,
I'm NEARING a 'STAND & WALK'! 

So, LEG-nerves, gimme that 'twitch-TWITCH.
Lemme go-for that oompf-OOMPF!
Testing my patience for AK-SHUN,
Just-BIDIN' my TIME,
While I WAIT-for HEALIN' NERVES!  ...

It's my SECOND-chance at 'new-LIFE',
After the doc sliced my nerves with his KNIFE.
C'mon, twitchin' those LEGS
Got me CERTAINLY-WISHIN' 
Shiftin' weight back-&-FORTH, (FORTH)
I'm like, ''Patience, it's  WORTH.''  (WORTH)
It's my ULTIMATE-goal, LEGGIES.
... YES!  Did ya see that TWITCH?!  (TWITCH)

Nerves ARE ''gellin'' with my 'BEAUTIFUL MIND'.
I KNOW lotsa SUBJECTS,
... So, I DARE ya to TEST ME!
I feel 'SILENCE'* on my LEFT
'CHAOS'** to my RIGHT.
I 'push' 'em both together, I've got 'WALKING'.  What a SIGHT!
Then, AFTER the 'WALK', I'll TRY some KICKS.  
(some KICKS)
And, AFTER the KICKS, it'll be some STRETCHES.  
(some STRETCHES)
When I'm CONTENT, I've gotta 'SOAK the NERVES'.
('SOAK the NERVES')
Then, I'll head-on off to bed to research MORE.

Can I get a 'twitch-TWITCH!'?
Can I get an 'oompf-OOMPF!''?
Testing my patience for AK-SHUN,
Just-BIDIN' my TIME,

While I WAIT-for HEALIN' NERVES!

It's my SECOND-chance at 'new-LIFE',
After the doc sliced my nerves with his KNIFE.
C'mon, twitchin' those LEGS
Got me CERTAINLY-WISHIN' 
Shiftin' weight back-&-FORTH, (FORTH)
I'm like, ''Patience, it's  WORTH.''  (WORTH)
It's my ULTIMATE-goal, LEGGIES.

... YES!  Did ya see that TWITCH?!  (TWITCH)

It's my SECOND-chance at 'new-LIFE',
After the doc sliced my nerves with his KNIFE.
C'mon, twitchin' those LEGS
Got me CERTAINLY-WISHIN' 
Shiftin' weight back-&-FORTH, (FORTH)
I'm like, ''Patience, it's  WORTH.''  (WORTH)
It's my ULTIMATE-goal, LEGGIES.

... YES!  Did ya see that TWITCH?!  (TWITCH)

Legs, you REST in this CHAIR.
''Soakin' UP the JUICE''!
Plannin' the ANG-LES!',
'Off the TOP o' my HEAD'', 

Sighing-LOUD ... OFTEN,
Gotta 'SWALLOW my PRIDE'.
To the 'NEW-LIFE'
I'm ''gatherin'' my THOUGHTS.  ..."

________________________________________________

('Walking on a Dream' by Empire of the Sun':)

"Walking on a dream
How can I explain
Talking to myself
Will I see again

We are always running for the thrill of it thrill of it
Always pushing up the hill searching for the thrill of it
On and on and on we are calling out and out again
Never looking down I'm just in awe of what's in front of me

Is it real now
When two people become one
I can feel it
When two people become one

Thought I'd never see
The love you found in me
Now it's changing all the time
Living in a rhythm where the minutes working overtime

We are always running for the thrill of it thrill of it
Always pushing up the hill searching for the thrill of it
On and on and on we are calling out and out again
Never looking down I'm just in awe of what's in front of me

Is it real now
When two people become one
I can feel it
When two people become one

Is it real now
When two people become one
I can feel it
When two people become one

Catch me I'm falling down
Catch me I'm falling down

Don't stop just keep going on
I'm your shoulder lean upon
So come on deliver from inside
All we got is tonight that is right 'till first light

Is it real now
When two people become one
I can feel it
When two people become one

Is it real now
When two people become one
I can feel it
When two people become one"

(MY rendition--entitled ''WALKING' is my Dream'':)

"'WALKING' is my DREAM.
How can I EXPLAIN?
I'm watching MYSELF:
Will I SEE-it ... AGAIN?!
Y'all are walking WALKING with-OUT the 'THOUGHT of IT--THOUGHT of it.
Always struttin' down the street with-OUT a CARE at ALL.
... On & on & ON I'm 'CARING' & TRYING-to WALK!
NEVER-lookin' DOWN at my feet, as I 'WALK'.
I'm gettin' THERE.
When my DREAMING becomes TRUE, 
I can FEEL it.       *******
SOON ... my TWO-legs will 'WORK' as ONE.
... I just-KNOW it'll COME.
I'm 'BUILDING trust' in 'EM.     
NOW, I'm FINALLY-feelin' some CHANGE.
BOTH my LEGS & ARMS are RESLLY-increasing their RANGE.
I am ALWAYS-tryin' to IM-prove MYSELF ... IM-prove MYSELF!
Always-shiftin' my weight & tryin' to IM-prove myself.
... On & on & ON I'm 'CARING' & TRYING-to WALK!
NEVER-lookin' DOWN at my feet, as I 'WALK'.
... 
Is the 'future' HERE?!
My nerves are FINALLY-''CLICKIN''!
I can SENSE it.
My nerves are FINALLY-''CLICKIN''!
I can SENSE it.
My nerves are FINALLY-''CLICKIN''!

I can SENSE it.
My nerves are FINALLY-''CLICKIN''!
Calm me.  I'm so-HAPPY.
Calm me.  I'm TOO-HAPPY!       
'PRIDE' makes me KUHN-TIN-YOO.
As LEGS WEAK-en, ARMS STRENGTH-EN.
'Suck-it-UP', dude.  AH-PLY it!
It's been LONG-ENOUGH!  So, 'take a STAND'!
Is the 'future' HERE?!
My nerves are FINALLY-''CLICKIN''!

I can SENSE it.
My nerves are FINALLY-''CLICKIN''!
Is the 'future' HERE?!
My nerves are FINALLY-''CLICKIN''!

I can SENSE it.

My nerves are FINALLY-''CLICKIN''!"

___________________________________________

...

So, my housemate/buddy of mine & I ... TENTATIVELY-planned my 31st-birthday PARTY ... for 

SATURDAY, April 9th, ...

AT a local-PARK.


... "Rep-ree-ZENT!"
My "high school"--a PROMINENT/WELL-respected Florida-"WRESTLING school"--placed THIRD as a TEAM ... with two INDIVIDUAL-champs ... at the FHSAA WRESTLING-"State Championships"***!

KEY

* = QUIET/IGNORED neural-messages

** = OVERLOADED/OVER"WORKED", 'cuz of (OVER-) compensation

*** = TWO of MY former wrestling-TEAMMATES are CURRENT-"assistant COACHES.


...

If you caN'T lLAUGH-at YOURSELF, ... then--let's "FACE-it"-you're just NOT-funny.

...
-- So, I COULD've "felt SORRY for MYSELF" ... with ALL the UN-fortunate, POORLY-timed, CATASTROPHIC, SEEMINGLY life-DESTROYING events that have happened TO ME in the last ... 8+ years.  
... But, "SORROW" & "DESPAIR" "just aiN'T MY cup o' tea".
"PESSIMISM" --> "THAT's just NOT how 'I roll'."


-- Yes, my CURRENT-status is a--THEE--"LOW-point" in 
MY--otherwise--"STANDOUT"/COMMENDABLE/EXTRAORDINARY 30+-year "tenure" UPON Earth.
But, I am DETERMINED to find, "HARNESS" & "MAXIMIZE"* my "FUN"-levels ... SOCIALLY.

... "When 'LIFE' gave [me] LEMONS", I made ... lemonade" ... AND a NINE-unch hunting-knife ... AND an AK-47 ... AND a playpen for my PET-Scorpion.
(... Yes, as an ENGINEER, I CAN ... & DO ... DESIGN such "what-not".)

... A buddy of mine TRIED-to make an "A.J. Kaynatma"-inspired toilet paper.  But, there was one GLARING-mistake:
I "doN'T TAKE 'SHIT' from ANYBODY"!

... A 'Handicapped Parking'-sign does NOT signify that the SPOT is for just-ANY "Handicapped-person".  'Tis actually in-FACT a WARNING ... that the spot BELONGS-to ME ... & that you'll BE "handicapped" IF you park there.

... Back in the day, when I LEARNED HOW-to COOK from JUST-observing my DAD's "culinary-TENDENCIES", I ALSO learned-to "UN-scramble eggs".


-- So, my housemate brought home his fast-food meal-order.
Just to keep myself BUSY, ... since I doN'T EAT that "rubbish", I started-to TALK-TO his FOOD.  ... I told MY tale of "automobile-mechanic"-"DUMBASS-edry" with ensuing-injurIES.  ...
Sure-enough, his "HAPPY-meal" CRIED.


-- In lieu of my CONNIVING "story-telling", I was feeling particularly-SLICK today.  So, I challenged my housemate--my "high school"-SALUTATORIAN--to a game of "Connect FOUR".
..
Lo & behold, he won in THREE moves.

... After my LOSS, I focused on NUMBERS, ... 'cuz "digits RELAX [me]" ... as my INSIGHTFUL "NeuralPsychoTherapist" noted.
(... I.e. MY birthday = 4/8/85; My BRO's birthday = 2/18/87;
Ergo, I am ... 681 DAYS OR ~1.87 YEARS OR ~22 MONTHS oldER ... & wisER.)   


-- (WARNING) I'm NOT sure WHY?!  But, my WEEKEND-/EVENING-Nurse "fed me" some-kind of "BOWEL-stimulator".  
... Thus, I've been EXTREMELY-HYPERACTIVE with my "EXCRETING of 'SOLID bodily-WASTE'" today:
5 "DUMPS" in ~ten HOURS ... AFTER-ALREADY SIX "POOP-PARTIES" in March.
(... I questioned & PROTESTED the REASONING-behind SUCH a decision.  ... "W.T.F.?!")
-- I've "just GOTTA keep-ON LIVIN'--L-I-V-I-N, LIVIN'".
(--'Dazed & Confused')




KEY
* = Knowing ME, I WILL "MANIPULATE" my injuries & limitations INTO "STRENGTHS" & SKILLS ...  with MATH!
(... "EXTREME-points"--like "MAXIMA" & "MINIMA"--are MATHEMATICAL-terms.) 



...

"T.G.I.F."!

... "Thank Goodness It's Friday"
OR 
(for ME:)
"'Triumph-over' Gastro-Intestinal Fracas"

-- (WARNING) I BEGAN my morning NICELY!

BEFORE my FIRST-"breakfast", ... in OTHER-words, "'SANS' MEDICINAL-/PHARMACEUTICAL-stimulant" ... I "dropped a SOLID-deuce" for the SEVENTH-time in the last ~64.25 hours.

... Now I THOUGHT--IN-correctly--that such "Gastro-Intestinal"-/Bowel-"HYPER-activity" would-be GREAT!

((... I--MISTAKENLY--understood my VERY-FREQUENT "excretions of SOLID* FECAL-remnants" was a "RETURN to 'NORMALCY'**"(--EX-U.S. President Warren G. Harding).)) But, my MAIN-Nurse informed me that SUCH an UN-orthodoxically HYPERACTIVE "excretory system" MAY indicate that "(MY) body is NOT-absorbing the NECESSARY-nutrients. (I'm) simply-'FLUSHING them OUT'."

... RATHER-than "FREAKIN-/FLIPPIN'-out" & seeking MEDICINAL-/PHARMACEUTICAL-"HELP"--as TOO-MANY people TEND-to DO, she RECOMMENDED that we "WAIT & SEE ... & MONITOR it CAREFULLY".

(... I FULLY-SUPPORT THIS "MEDICAL-tactic"!)

-- I've been watching ALOTTA 'Dateline' lately, ...

'cuz I haft make-SURE my brother did NOT "CHANGE his IDENTITY".

(... He's SO CRAFTY!)

-- "The more things CHANGE, the more they 'stay the SAME'."

(--'NUMB3RS')

((... YES, my PHYSICAL-"essence" has DRAMATICALLY-altered (for the WORSE)/-"DIMINISHED", ... 

my MENTAL-desire for "INTELLECTUAL-'stimulation'"***, my ATHLETIC-yearning for MORE exercise & teaching****, & my my PSYCHOLOGICAL-optimism***** are STILL VERY-prevalent in my DAILY-plannings.))

-- "NEW 'SHIT' has 'come-to LIGHT'."

(--The DUDE, 'The Big Lebowski')

My SPEECH-Therapist informed me that she'll be "VACATIONING" for the NEXT APPROXIMATE "week & a half". ... In the mean time, I'll just "TEACH-MYSELF" ... stuff.

-- I had a GREAT LEG-workout at 'NeuroFit 360'.

(.... ALOTTA "walking", ALOTTA "SIDE-stepping" around a table, some foot-RAISING/weight-SHIFTING, etc.)

-- (WARNING) I inquired--from my MAIN-Nurse:
Since I CONSTANTLY FEEL-like I need-to "EXCRETE some bodily-WASTE", should we ALTER my "NUTRITIONAL-'INPUT'/-NOURISHMENT"******?!
She replied ... in the NEGATIVE, 'cuz the "laxative-type vitamins" I'm CURRENTLY-"ON" is "the BEST long-term option. ... ALTERNATIVES would ONLY-last ~15 months, before (I) would need an ENEMA."
... She KNOWS how REVOLTING I THINK those are!
So, ... END o' story!

-- So, APPARENTLY, since I doN'T--TYPICALLY--speak, MANY people doN'T even ACKNOWLEDGE me.

... "There are TWO things that BOTHER me:

Being LIED-to & being IGNORED."

(--Erin, 'Erin Brockovich')

KEY

* = LITERAL/"NOT slang" --> indicates a "NORMALLY-functioning" digestive-system

** = I've--PROUDLY--NEVER-been "NORMAL". ... I DESPISE the terms "NORMAL" & "AVERAGE", ... when applied-to PEOPLE!

*** = DESPITE my SUB-par memory, I'm CONTINUING my "quest in even-HIGHER education" in May.

**** = FOUR (FORMAL) HOUR-long workouts PER week

& TWO 1.5 HOUR-long "Martial Arts"-classes PER week

***** = I CONTINUE my LIFELONG-"subscription to the 'Book of (NON-religious) FAITH'".

****** = Yes, I discuss-/consult-WITH my MAIN-Nurse my "MEDICATION"

...

MATH? ... WHERE?!

... 
"Nature called" REALLY-frickin' EARLY (~3:15 am)!  
So, AFTER my EARLY, COMMENDABLE "TREK", I STRUGGLED 
...
to fall-BACK asleep.

... I GUESS 'tis a PSYCHOLOGICAL-issue.


-- So, WHILE I was AWAKE, I decided-to 
... 
apply some REVISED song-lyrics to MYSELF:



"U + Me = Us (Calculus)"
(by 2getHER ... from SAID-film)

"I'm losing my hair
and my vision is shady
Last night I dreamt 
of an over weight lady 

But I need a young thang
to keep up with my pace
to hold me in her arms
and take me straight to second base. 

I know my calculus
it says u + me = us
Sing it Chad for me
I know my calculus
it says u + me = us 

Oh yeah, calculus... 

Yeah, we're 2gether, we're 2gether 

[Rap:]
Girl, algebra, trigonometry
can never equal up to what you do to me
so, let's integrate
don't differentiate
If you were in my class
there's ain't no way I could pass I hate english, gym
& not to mention 
I can't even afford to pay my attention 
(can't pay my attention)
not even philosophy can ever come between us
but we will always have our calculus. 

I know my calculus
it says u + me = us
I know my calculus
it says u + me = us 

Calculus, calculus
Go go go go go
Ooh baby, oh lord
U + me = us 

Well I've never been good at history
& I don't give a crap about Robert E. Lee
When it comes to cosines, I know a thing or 2
& I kicked ass on the test about me & you 

I know my calculus
it says u + me = us
I know my calculus
it says u + me = us 

U, plus sign, me, equal sign, us
U, plus sign, me, equal sign, us
U, plus sign, me, equal sign, us 

Oooh
Girl, no subject comes close to you
2gether, sing it 

I know my calculus 

I know my calculus
it says u + me = us
Say I know my calculus
it says u + me = us 

Calculus"

((... I CHOSE/LIKE the song, ... 'cuz IT's about MATH (DUH!), & the film is HILARIOUS!)

(... MY Version:)

'Stable FOUNDATION' (GEOMETRY)

"I've lost my BAH-LEHNS,

& my posture is SHAKY.

It seems my last WALK

went-through an earth-QUAKY.

Ya see, I've gotta BUH-LEAVE

that my HARD-work'll 'RE-WARD';

will-'support me' as I 'TREK'

to the GOAL I'm ''FIGHTIN'-TOWARD''.

I KNOW 'Bio-FIH-ZIKS'!

WITH it my LEG-nerve soon CLICKS!

SHOW 'em, LEGS, for me.

I KNOW 'Bio-FIH-ZIKS'!

WITH it my LEG-nerve soon CLICKS!

O yeah, MATH & SCIENCE ...

Yeah, stable-'foundation'.

[Rap:]

Legs, WEIGHT-shifts & TRIH-GHUHN-AH-MIH-TREE

hafta EQUAL-up in order-to STAY-buh-LIZE ME

So, let's keep back-STRAIGHT!

DoN'T dis-kuhm-bob-yuh-LATE!

IF I give-UP on my TALKIN',

then there's NO-WAY I'll have the 'drive' for my WALKIN'! 

Plus, let's NOT FOR-GHET:     

I've got ONE 'GOOD-leg', but I NEED a complete-SET!

(NEED a complete-SET)

NOT my MANY setbacks could EVER-HALT my TRYIN'!

Angles & Geometry

My LEGS & nerves NEED more-STRENGTH!

Angles & Geometry

My LEGS & nerves NEED more-STRENGTH!

Go TRIG-uhn-AH-muh-TREE!

Go, go, go, go, GO!

Ooh, ANGLES!  Ooh, MATH!

Stable-FOUNDATION!

Well, I've ALWAYS-been GREAT with NUMBERS!

You ask, 'HOW could he do MATH, while he SLUMBERS?!'

With biophysics, I KNOW HOW-to APPLY 'EM.

While 'WALKING', there's NO-time to STAND, ... & think 'UUUMMM.'

I KNOW 'Bio-FIH-ZIKS'!

WITH it my LEG-nerve soon CLICKS!

I KNOW 'Bio-FIH-ZIKS'!

WITH it my LEG-nerve soon CLICKS!

'TRY', 'PLUS'-sign, 'TIME', 'EQUAL'-sign, 'WALK'
'TRY', 'PLUS'-sign, 'TIME', 'EQUAL'-sign, 'WALK'
'TRY', 'PLUS'-sign, 'TIME', 'EQUAL'-sign, 'WALK'

Oooh!
Legs, no INTR'ST means MORE than YOU!
LEG-nerves, MOVE-IT!

I KNOW 'Bio-FIH-ZIKS'!

WITH it my LEG-nerve soon CLICKS!

MY, I KNOW 'Bio-FIH-ZIKS'!

WITH it my LEG-nerve soon CLICKS!

BIIIOOO-FIH-ZIHKS!" 

________________________________________________

-- "SPEECH Therapy" went WELL.

'Twas SLIGHTLY-shortened, 'cuz of HER BUSY-schedule.  But, we used our time WISELY.

(... LINGUAL-/TONGUE-movement, RECITING POLYsyllabic-words ... LOUDLY, SAYING short-sentences, counting ALOUD)

-- "Martial arts"-class (JUST viewing ... & "peanut gallery"-COMMENTING was "SOLID". 
(... The KIDS are REALLY doing WELL!)

...

"When the 'SHIT' HITS the FAN,

... simply-ACCLIMATE."
(... For the LITERAL-interpretation, I'd simply "OPEN an UMBRELLA".
... For the METAPHORICAL-understanding, "ADJUST-to NEW-circumstances".      

... "'INTELLIGENCE' & 'CREATIVITY' establish the 'FOUNDATION' of/for 'TRUE-HAPPINESS'."
(Altan Javit Kaynatma) 

... "I STILL say Einstein was a 'CHICK-MAGNET!"
(--'NUMB3RS')

... "'SMART' is the new 'SEXY'.
(--'The Big Bang Theory')
... (SIGH) I WISH!
THEN, I'd be "SSSUFFOCATING" from so, so, SSSOOO-MANY KISSES! 


-- AAAHHH!  'Tis QUITE-REDEEMING/-REWARDING/-JUSTIFYING, when MY--a "BioMEDICAL Engineer's--BioCHEMICAL-hypotheses prove VERY-VALID! 

... E.g. (WARNING) Not-ONLY did I FEEL my "stomach's GRUMBLING" this morning--PRIOR-to my morning-"meal(S)", but I made-SURE to have an EARLY-"dinner" last night ... in ANTICIPATION-of my "ACTIVE-bowels".
... Well, well, WELL!  Not-ONLY did I "Partake in a Playful 'Poo-Poo Platter" ... for the SIXTH-time in the last ... ~75 hours, but 'twas a "SOLID" "Dung-Deposit" ... for the SEVENTH CONSECUTIVE "SHIT-Show" .
(... YIP-PEEEE!)


-- "SPEECH Therapy" was ... eh ... UN-eventful yet ENCOURAGING.
... I practiced "SPEAKING" & EATING.
(... NO-news is GOOD-news.)
(... I DIS-agree.  ... Since my accident, it SEEMS-like I "spend ALL my time" STARING at my legs' IN-activity.  As a DIRECT-result, I have NEVER-preferred "DYNAMIC"-action OVER "STATIC"-exercise SO-MUCH!) 


-- So, I had a VERY-AMUSING/-ENLIGHTENING "session" with my "NeuralPsychoTherapist"--as USUAL.
(... And, YES, a MAJOR-reason for my "song-REVISIONS" is to hear HER-singing 'em!)
(... PLEASE do NOT take THAT AWAY-from me, Doc!)

... NEXT-"meeting" I WILL demonstrate my IMPROVING "WALKING-PROWESS" TO SAID "NeuralPsychoTherapist".


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Treat people as if they were what they OUGHT to be.

... And, you help them to become what they are capable of being.


-- "Your BEST-'teacher' is your LAST-mistake."
(--UNKNOWN) 

... Can I get an "AMEN!"?
1) In lieu of my HORRIFIC car accident, I NOW-know to NOT-NECESSARILY TRUST someone, JUST-because SAID-person is a "PROFESSIONAL".
(... PAINED-laugh)
... What a "load o' SHIT"!  
(... TEMPORARILY-DISABLED legs ... AND "T.B.I.")
2) After my "goofin'-around"--'SANS' shoes--junior-year of high school in the wrestling-room, I KNOW to ALWAYS-wear SHOES for an ATHLETIC-activity.  
(... BUSTED LEFT "BIG-toe")
(... My SENIOR-year--the FOLLOWING-season--was my most-PRODUCTIVE season --> My quick-ADAPTATION = sweet-IRONY)
3) After my PREVIOUS-surgeon HORRIBLY-"F----D up" my RIGHT-forearm SURGERY, I ALWAYS "monitor" ANY/ALL of my MEDICAL-procedures!
(... "NICKED ulnar-nerve" --> UN-able to OPEN ALL of my RIGHT-fingers)
(... Blood-pressure, PEG-tube "feedings", "EXNAY" on anesthetic, etc.)
4) DURING my 'Shodan'- ('Black belt'-) TEST, I DISLOCATED my RIGHT-shoulder.
(... THAT injury--coupled WITH my SURGICALLY-repaired LEFT-shoulder "pushes me" to now ALWAYS-monitor the SAFETY of my UPPER body.)
5) After my recent (SUPPOSEDLY) SEMI-selfish behavior (SUPPOSEDLY) CAUSED the "CONCLUSION" of/to my late)
st RELATIONSHIP, I now-KNOW to be more "OPEN" & EMPATHETIC.
(... EMOTIONAL-pain", SORROW)
(... I've committed a "LAUNDRY-LIST" of MAJOR-/ REGRETTABLE-errors in MY ...  

11,286 DAYS

ALIVE.  So, I woN'T BORE y'ALL with 'em.
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You're WELCOME!)

... KEEP in mind: 
"The KIDS ... they called me 'GLASS'!"
('Unbreakable'

-- As JOVIAL & GREGARIOUS/SOCIABLE & OPTMISTIC as I AM & WAS, I--SURPRISINGLY--did NOT have MANY FRIENDS in high school.
My mom's TRYING-to CONSOLE me & SSSILENCE my WEEPING: "They doN'T TALK-to you, 'cuz they're SCARED-of you!"
(--'NUMB3RS') 
((... J/K about my--SUPPOSED--LACK-of "FRIENDS"!  I use(D) my "'UN-believable'-INTELLIGENCE" as an "ice-BREAKER".)


-- 'Twas ANOTHER-ENCOURAGING "SPEECH Therapy"-session: NO "games" (Scrabble), JUST "work" (LIP-movement, SPEECH-intelligibility, NEAR-flawless EATING)

... I CONTINUED my "ANOMALY-esqueness" by SAYING FOREIGN-languages (Turkish, Spanish, Japanese) MORE-cogently ... than I do ENGLISH.


-- My SCHEDULE for the day was "thrown A BIT 'OUT-of-WHACK", when my "NeuralPsychoTherapy"-office called to POSTPONE my "session" ... 'a MAN(tilde)ANA'.
(... ''C'est la vie.'' --> ''That's life.'')


-- I've LONG-had this OPTIC-disorder (~22 YEARS).  But, I doN'T recall EVER being-SURE of its CORRECT-spelling.  I checked, ... & NOW I KNOW:
I have "ASTIGMATISM" ... in which "an aberration of a lens or other optical system in which the image of a point is spread out along the axis of the system" ...in BOTH-eyes (KINDA).
(--Dictionary.com)
-- "Rep-REE-ZENT!" 
My high school--St. Thomas Aquinas--WON the Regional-Tournament in WRESTLING.


-- "The moment VICTIMS start-to TALK-ABOUT what happened ... is the moment they begin-to HEAL."
(--'Law & Order: S.V.U.')
... No, I was NOT raped.  (... THANKFULLY!)
But, THANK YOU, "Creator", for THIS/MY blog!


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There IS a "COMMENTS"-section, ... if ANYONE cares to "GIVE"/"DROP" a "Not-to-the-Editor".

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In FACT, I ENCOURAGE that "FEEDBACK".

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