... --'Inspector Gadget'
-- I've RECENTLY-"found" that I can REACH--rather-EASILY
--over my LEFT-/INJURED-/"POST-surgery"-hip down to my LEFT-foot to ... scratch my "TOEZIES".
... As an OPTIMIST, I HAFTA-focus MORE-on the (MANY) POSITIVE-aspects of MY-life ... RATHER-than my SETBACKS.
So, TODAY:
1) I'm REALLY-RESPECTED as a "MARTIAL ARTS"-'Sensei'!
2) I'm "makin' a HABIT--ONLY over the last WEEK--of doin' AT LEAST two sets of AT LEAST 60 crunches/sit-ups!
3) Although my senses of TASTE & SMELL are virtually NON-existent--for NOW, SOME-of my senses have ACTUALLY-IMPROVED--HEARING & TOUCH!
4) SOME aspects of my PRE-accident GENIUS MIGHT've actually-IMPROVED, i.e. my "MENTAL math"-capabilities, my Bio-PHYSICS applications, my EMPATHY (YAY!) ... for the TOO-OFTEN IGNORED "Handicapped-Community, my DESIRE for SOCIAL-interactionS, my DEDUCTION & LOGICAL-reasoning*
-- So, I've developed an APPRECIATION-for ... SSSILENCE!
'Tis NOT a "LACK-of activity", ... 'cuz--BELIEVE ME--it SUCKS ... NOT being ABLE-to do MUCH--PHYSICALLY**!
-- I CHERISHED--AGAIN--watching the BRILLIANT film, 'A Beautiful Mind'.
(... ESPECIALLY NOW that I--TOO--but to a FAR-lessER-extent--am a MATHEMATICAL-GENIUS with SIGNIFICANT brain-DAMAGE)
... The GREAT John Nash (ME)--the MATHEMATICIAN:
"I'm actually VERY 'WELL-balanced':
... I 'have a CHIP on BOTH-shoulders'."
... After MY-complaints of my SPOTTY/SUB-par memory, my NeuralPsychoTherapist says to ME: "Imagine if you suddenly learned that the people, the places, the moments most important to you were not gone, not dead, but worse, had never been. What kind of hell would that be?:
(--Dr. Rosen, to Nash, 'A Beautiful Mind')
... (I'm rather-SKITTISH/WORRIED after her STARTLING, hypothetical-question.)
MY NeuralPsychoTherapist--to ME: "So how about it, (A,J.)? You scared?!"
MY reply: "Terrified... mortified... petrified... stupefied... by you."
(--Hansen & Nash, 'A Beautiful Mind')
MY explaining my RANDOM, NON-academic EXTRA-activities in COLLEGE:
"Classes will dull your mind, destroy the potential for authentic creativity."
(--Nash)
ME--regarding MY-rehab:
"I need to believe, that something extraordinary is possible."
(--'A Beautiful Mind')
ME--to my NeuralPsychoTherapist--on HOW I MAINTAIN my SEMI-sanity:
"I still see things that are not here. I just choose not to acknowledge them. Like a diet of the mind, I just choose not to indulge certain appetites; like my appetite for patterns; perhaps my appetite to imagine and to dream."
ME--regarding my CAR & the HIGHWAY:
"They are my past. Everyone is haunted by their past."
(I REALLY LIKE-to "play RANDOM number-GAMES" with people's birthdays & VARIOUS LIFE-dates.)
ME: "There's no point in being nuts, ...
IF you caN'T have a little FUN."
(((... E.g. ME: 4/8/85 --> My MOM's # of siblings / # of LIVING-beings, in HER-house, as a YOUTH (5 children + 2 parents + 1 dog) / My age (in YEARS) at the birth of my SISTER*** -- # of offspring of my MATERNAL-grandparents
... ((My BRO: 2/18/87 --> HIS # of siblings*** / HIS age--in YEARS--upon being COLLEGE-bound / OUR mom's APPROXIMATE-age (in YEARS) at the birth of her youngER sister****))
... ((My SIS: 3/10/93 --> Her # of AUNTS / HER- (in age (in YEARS) at the "DEPARTURE" of ME to Penn / HER-age (in YEARS) during ONLY my training-prep for my "BLACK belt"-test***** -- # of offspring of our mom)))
KEY
* = THIS "critical-processing" ALOWED-me to CONCLUDE that I wouldN'T NEED the "CS50-Processing"-class.
(... I'd have "TOO-MUCH on my plate".)
** = I am ALWAYS "FULLY-'INVOLVED-in'/'FOCUSED-on" a MENTAL-workout!
(E.g. DESIGNING "Martial Arts"-techniques, APPLYING biophysics, CALCULATING sports-statistics, PLANNING daily-schedules)
*** = FORESHADOWING, ... 'cuz she's youngER
**** = I doN'T recall her EXACT-age at the time.
***** = My 'shodan'-test was March 15, 2003.
...
Saturday, February 6, 2016
Friday, February 5, 2016
It's--KINDUV--a GOOD-day to be ... A.J.
...
-- So, I "BEGAN my DAY"* at
~4:30 am ... with a TRIUMPHANT/SUCCESSFUL "TREK"** 'a mi banyo', 'cuz ... 'mi scapa la pipi'. ... ~FOUR minutes
... (WARNING) "AFTER my RETURN-'gallop' to bed" (In OTHER words, "APPROXIMATELY ten minutes later"), I "buzzed" for ANOTHER "Toilet-DEtail"--THIS-time 'por NUMERO DOS'.
... (WARNING) I REPEATED my "Dastardly & Damning 'Dung-Deposit'" ~THREE hours later ... with/for a DIFFERENT (BETTER) Caregiver. ... SSSHHH! In my SUB-concious, I "WILLED" my "BOWELS to MOVE".
(... Specifically, I was NOT-content with the "FEEL" of my PREVIOUS-"wiping"***. So, I "VENTURED-to 'try AGAIN'".)
... Thus--Therefore--Consequently, ALL-signs--at
THIS-point--"INDICATED" a PRODUCTIVE-/BENEFICIAL-day IS here!
(... ACCORDING-to KARMA)
-- Upon my WAKING this morning, I read an email--from my "Martial Arts"-"PROFESSOR" confirming our "DATE" SOON (RELAX, ... sickos!) of/for HIS-HOSTING a "UFC-viewing PARTY". (... He had been asking me about IMPENDING-fights. So, ... I "did some "homework"/research, & informed him.) ... In ADDITION, HE stated that PERHAPS he, some 'Karate'-teachers, ONE distinct 'Karateka' & myself COULD watch a video he has of MY 'shodan'-/'BLACK belt'-TEST.
(... Since I doN'T remember MY-test at ALL, I "replied" that this idea was FANTASTIC!)
-- I went-to see my "PRIMARY-Physician" for my SCHEDULED biannual-checkup. "THE DOC" ALWAYS-appreciates/-enjoys my WITTY-/HUMOROUS-shirts!
TODAY's shirt included a BIG-"Periodic Table of Elements" & the message:
"I WEAR THIS SHIRT PERIODICALLY."
... The nurse "took my blood-pressure" on my LEFT-arm.
(... UN-usual SIDE)
... 'Twas 112/68.
(... THAT's LOW ... even for ME.) So, the doctor checked my RIGHT-arm.
... THAT was 108/64.
(... Am I THAT "CALM & RELAXED"? ... Am I "DYING"?!)
(... OR, is my 'QI'/ZEN/MANTRA/INNER-realm JUST-THAT "BALANCED"?!)
... The DOC complimented my POSTURE & RESPIRATION.
-- ACT like a LADY.
THINK like a MAN.
So, you doN'T "get-PLAYED" like a "BITCH".
((... What--GENDER--am I?!)
-- (My housemate/buddy--about ME:)... "NEVER UNDERestimate (A.J.'s) ability-to ADAPT."(--'NUMB3RS')
... THANKFULLY, I majored in "Bioengineering", & APPLY it to NUMEROUS-aspects of my CURRENT-"situation".
... I'm a "SPONGE" for TRIGONOMETRIC-functions & their "PROPERTIES". In turn, I FURTHER-"APPLY" SAID "laws" of ANGLES.
-- I REALLY-ENJOY films or television-shows or news-articles about SUPER-SMART people (e.g. 'The Imitation Game', 'Scorpion', "the Einstein-gene").
(... They KINDA0remind me of ... who I ONCE-WAS.)
-- I had a PHENOMENAL-workout at 'NeuroFit 360' today!
(... I "STOOD"--against a table--& kicked a SOCCER ball 26 different times. It ACTUALLY "brought-back" MEMORIES of the PROPER-form!)
KEY = TECHNICALLY/LITERALLY, "my day BEGAN" with a HORRIBLE-argument with my newEST-employee at ~12:05 am, 'cuz he STUPIDLY-/INCORRECTLY-INSISTED--DESPITE my "FLAILING-claims" (... SHAME-on ME!) that HIS-writing of
"11 noon"--on my board/schedule--for my IMPORTANT doctor's appointment--is only-ONE TIME & NOT-TWO!
(... It REALLY-INFURIATES ME, when people COMBINE STUPIDITY with STUBBORNNESS-to-CHANGE!)
** = I've noticed/concluded that SOMETIMES ... i.e./like NOW ... my "smallER steps"/"shortER gait" is LIKELY/PROBABLY DUE-to MY SUB-par stamina.
(... I'm sure--SUB-conciously--there IS some "DIS-trust" in my LEG-strength.) But, it FELT-like "FATIGUE".
*** = RELAX! I was MISTAKEN. My butt was/IS CLEAN.
...
-- So, I "BEGAN my DAY"* at
~4:30 am ... with a TRIUMPHANT/SUCCESSFUL "TREK"** 'a mi banyo', 'cuz ... 'mi scapa la pipi'. ... ~FOUR minutes
... (WARNING) "AFTER my RETURN-'gallop' to bed" (In OTHER words, "APPROXIMATELY ten minutes later"), I "buzzed" for ANOTHER "Toilet-DEtail"--THIS-time 'por NUMERO DOS'.
... (WARNING) I REPEATED my "Dastardly & Damning 'Dung-Deposit'" ~THREE hours later ... with/for a DIFFERENT (BETTER) Caregiver. ... SSSHHH! In my SUB-concious, I "WILLED" my "BOWELS to MOVE".
(... Specifically, I was NOT-content with the "FEEL" of my PREVIOUS-"wiping"***. So, I "VENTURED-to 'try AGAIN'".)
... Thus--Therefore--Consequently, ALL-signs--at
THIS-point--"INDICATED" a PRODUCTIVE-/BENEFICIAL-day IS here!
(... ACCORDING-to KARMA)
-- Upon my WAKING this morning, I read an email--from my "Martial Arts"-"PROFESSOR" confirming our "DATE" SOON (RELAX, ... sickos!) of/for HIS-HOSTING a "UFC-viewing PARTY". (... He had been asking me about IMPENDING-fights. So, ... I "did some "homework"/research, & informed him.) ... In ADDITION, HE stated that PERHAPS he, some 'Karate'-teachers, ONE distinct 'Karateka' & myself COULD watch a video he has of MY 'shodan'-/'BLACK belt'-TEST.
(... Since I doN'T remember MY-test at ALL, I "replied" that this idea was FANTASTIC!)
-- I went-to see my "PRIMARY-Physician" for my SCHEDULED biannual-checkup. "THE DOC" ALWAYS-appreciates/-enjoys my WITTY-/HUMOROUS-shirts!
TODAY's shirt included a BIG-"Periodic Table of Elements" & the message:
"I WEAR THIS SHIRT PERIODICALLY."
... The nurse "took my blood-pressure" on my LEFT-arm.
(... UN-usual SIDE)
... 'Twas 112/68.
(... THAT's LOW ... even for ME.) So, the doctor checked my RIGHT-arm.
... THAT was 108/64.
(... Am I THAT "CALM & RELAXED"? ... Am I "DYING"?!)
(... OR, is my 'QI'/ZEN/MANTRA/INNER-realm JUST-THAT "BALANCED"?!)
... The DOC complimented my POSTURE & RESPIRATION.
-- ACT like a LADY.
THINK like a MAN.
So, you doN'T "get-PLAYED" like a "BITCH".
((... What--GENDER--am I?!)
-- (My housemate/buddy--about ME:)... "NEVER UNDERestimate (A.J.'s) ability-to ADAPT."(--'NUMB3RS')
... THANKFULLY, I majored in "Bioengineering", & APPLY it to NUMEROUS-aspects of my CURRENT-"situation".
... I'm a "SPONGE" for TRIGONOMETRIC-functions & their "PROPERTIES". In turn, I FURTHER-"APPLY" SAID "laws" of ANGLES.
-- I REALLY-ENJOY films or television-shows or news-articles about SUPER-SMART people (e.g. 'The Imitation Game', 'Scorpion', "the Einstein-gene").
(... They KINDA0remind me of ... who I ONCE-WAS.)
-- I had a PHENOMENAL-workout at 'NeuroFit 360' today!
(... I "STOOD"--against a table--& kicked a SOCCER ball 26 different times. It ACTUALLY "brought-back" MEMORIES of the PROPER-form!)
KEY = TECHNICALLY/LITERALLY, "my day BEGAN" with a HORRIBLE-argument with my newEST-employee at ~12:05 am, 'cuz he STUPIDLY-/INCORRECTLY-INSISTED--DESPITE my "FLAILING-claims" (... SHAME-on ME!) that HIS-writing of
"11 noon"--on my board/schedule--for my IMPORTANT doctor's appointment--is only-ONE TIME & NOT-TWO!
(... It REALLY-INFURIATES ME, when people COMBINE STUPIDITY with STUBBORNNESS-to-CHANGE!)
** = I've noticed/concluded that SOMETIMES ... i.e./like NOW ... my "smallER steps"/"shortER gait" is LIKELY/PROBABLY DUE-to MY SUB-par stamina.
(... I'm sure--SUB-conciously--there IS some "DIS-trust" in my LEG-strength.) But, it FELT-like "FATIGUE".
*** = RELAX! I was MISTAKEN. My butt was/IS CLEAN.
...
Thursday, February 4, 2016
"Sometimes in LIFE, you HAFTA realize a 'POOR-investment', ... & 'cut your LOSSES'."
... "Write that down."
((--Mr. Wilder (the ELDER), 'Van Wilder'))
"'WORRYING' is like a ROCKING-Chair' -- It's sumthin' to DO, but it doesN'T 'GET you anywhere'.
... Write that down."
(--Van, 'Van Wilder')
... "'APATHY' is the 'GLOVE' through which 'EVIL' slips its 'HAND'."
(--Professor McDougal, 'Van Wilder')
... "Don't take 'Life' too-SERIOUSLY. You'll never get-out 'ALIVE'."
(--Van, 'Van Wilder')
... I shaN'T LIE: I said that "Write that down"-line in MY valedictory ... withOUT CITING the source.
(... 'Twould NOT have been as AMUSING for/in the moment.)
... I always APPRECIATE/NEED a BUNCH of good-LAUGHS ... to BEGIN my day!
... I FOLLOWED THAT-comedy with a couple hours of MATHEMATICAL-/LOGICAL-deduction/-reasoning in/on ... one of the BEST tv-shows, 'NUMB3RS'!
... I NEXT-followed THAT with TWO sets of 60 sit-ups.
... The ONLY LOGICAL-conclusion that can be INFERRED from THESE televisory-/cinematic-"BREAKS" is that
"COMEDY + MATH = FITNESS-MOTIVATION".
... I've--METAPHORICALLY--"lived-OUT" THAT "equation" for ~11,259 days.
(... YES, "Scientific-COMPREHENSION" has been "ENTWINED in MY-blood" ... since BIRTH.)
(... As an INFANT, I would CRAWL or SEMI-"WALK" across a room, I would "MINE for nose-GOLD" ("PICK my NOSE"), then reach-OUT my ("GUILTY") hand in front of me, watch my BOOGERS FALL, then TRY-to CATCH said-"SNOT" with my OPPOSITE-/"BAD"-/INJURED-/LEFT-hand.)
-- NOW that I have ~9 thousand "butt-LOADS"*, I've REALLY-GOTTA do MORE "squats" ... to STRENGTHEN my QUADS & HAMMIES.
... Alas, SHUCKS! My AILING/ACHING LEFT-hip's recent "SORENESS" has PREVENTED my USUAL "DAILY 40-squats".
... So, I'll HAFTA-"settle-for" my "MORNING-routine" of "two sets of 60 sit-ups".
... My housemate--about MY "'Physical FITNESS'-ROUTINE":
"Well, I MUST-say: 'This seems CAPRICIOUS ... & ARBITRARY."
(--Kramer, 'Seinfeld')
-- UUUGGGHHH, how IRRITATING ... but PROMISING!
1) EVERY-time my EVENING-/WEEKEND-Nurse reaches-OVER me ... to ADJUST my "TUBE", her ODORIFEROUS-/ MUSTY-SMELL nearly-"SUFFOCATES" my NOSTRILS!
... HOWEVER, this NASAL-DETECTION indicates that "SMELLING" IS a VERY REAL-POSSIBILITY!
2) SHE TRIED-to tell ME--INCORRECTLY--what MY-SCHEDULE was!
3) I HEARD HER-stomach "GROWLING"--LOUDLY--for ~three STRAIGHT-minutes! (... EEEWWW!)
(... I will NOT "forget" that she ACCUSED me of "LYING", when MY stomach "GROWLED", & I DENIED "being-SICK"!
-- I emailed my mom ... to inform her that I'm CONSIDERING "DROPPING my 'CS50'-class" at Miami-Dade College.
A) It's way-MORE "Computer-DEPENDENT" than I ORIGINALLY-anticipated.
2) The fact that the "TREK" VARIES in time "TO & FROM" there EVERY-time is RATHER ... ANNOYING. (TRIP-minutes: 53, 28, 42, 37, 34, 32, 48, 38, 46 ... WTF?!)
D) HOW/WHY would/CAN I INCORPORATE "COMPUTER-Coding" into MY-life?!
-- I "TREASURE" LEARNING how-to COOK ('SANS' recipe) from/by just WATCHING my DAD "work his MAGIC" in the kitchen.
... As a DIRECT-result, I USED-to FREQUENTLY "obtain a 'CULINARY-BONER'"(--'Top Chef') from preparing LAUDED-mealS for my THEN-girlfriend.
... Is it WEIRD & "UN-healthy" that I JUST referred-to my FATHER AND MY-"ERECTION" in the SAME-sentence?!
JUDGES?!
...
(EERIE-silence)
...
No.
(ME: "WHEW!")
... 'Cuz it was SLANG ("'CULINARY'-BONER"), STRICTLY-EMOTIONAL & with an UN-related FE-male!
-- "'LIFE' brings tears, smiles and memories. The tears DRY, the smiles FADE but the memories last FOREVER."
(--Malik Faisal)
(... EXCEPT-for with ME--a "T.B.I."-victim)
(... So, in HINDSIGHT, I "LONG-for" ... "FOREVER".)
KEY
* = According to the HILARIOUS movie, '2getHER'
"a BUTT-load" = "about a THOUSAND dollars".
...
((--Mr. Wilder (the ELDER), 'Van Wilder'))
"'WORRYING' is like a ROCKING-Chair' -- It's sumthin' to DO, but it doesN'T 'GET you anywhere'.
... Write that down."
(--Van, 'Van Wilder')
... "'APATHY' is the 'GLOVE' through which 'EVIL' slips its 'HAND'."
(--Professor McDougal, 'Van Wilder')
... "Don't take 'Life' too-SERIOUSLY. You'll never get-out 'ALIVE'."
(--Van, 'Van Wilder')
... I shaN'T LIE: I said that "Write that down"-line in MY valedictory ... withOUT CITING the source.
(... 'Twould NOT have been as AMUSING for/in the moment.)
... I always APPRECIATE/NEED a BUNCH of good-LAUGHS ... to BEGIN my day!
... I FOLLOWED THAT-comedy with a couple hours of MATHEMATICAL-/LOGICAL-deduction/-reasoning in/on ... one of the BEST tv-shows, 'NUMB3RS'!
... I NEXT-followed THAT with TWO sets of 60 sit-ups.
... The ONLY LOGICAL-conclusion that can be INFERRED from THESE televisory-/cinematic-"BREAKS" is that
"COMEDY + MATH = FITNESS-MOTIVATION".
... I've--METAPHORICALLY--"lived-OUT" THAT "equation" for ~11,259 days.
(... YES, "Scientific-COMPREHENSION" has been "ENTWINED in MY-blood" ... since BIRTH.)
(... As an INFANT, I would CRAWL or SEMI-"WALK" across a room, I would "MINE for nose-GOLD" ("PICK my NOSE"), then reach-OUT my ("GUILTY") hand in front of me, watch my BOOGERS FALL, then TRY-to CATCH said-"SNOT" with my OPPOSITE-/"BAD"-/INJURED-/LEFT-hand.)
-- NOW that I have ~9 thousand "butt-LOADS"*, I've REALLY-GOTTA do MORE "squats" ... to STRENGTHEN my QUADS & HAMMIES.
... Alas, SHUCKS! My AILING/ACHING LEFT-hip's recent "SORENESS" has PREVENTED my USUAL "DAILY 40-squats".
... So, I'll HAFTA-"settle-for" my "MORNING-routine" of "two sets of 60 sit-ups".
... My housemate--about MY "'Physical FITNESS'-ROUTINE":
"Well, I MUST-say: 'This seems CAPRICIOUS ... & ARBITRARY."
(--Kramer, 'Seinfeld')
-- UUUGGGHHH, how IRRITATING ... but PROMISING!
1) EVERY-time my EVENING-/WEEKEND-Nurse reaches-OVER me ... to ADJUST my "TUBE", her ODORIFEROUS-/ MUSTY-SMELL nearly-"SUFFOCATES" my NOSTRILS!
... HOWEVER, this NASAL-DETECTION indicates that "SMELLING" IS a VERY REAL-POSSIBILITY!
2) SHE TRIED-to tell ME--INCORRECTLY--what MY-SCHEDULE was!
3) I HEARD HER-stomach "GROWLING"--LOUDLY--for ~three STRAIGHT-minutes! (... EEEWWW!)
(... I will NOT "forget" that she ACCUSED me of "LYING", when MY stomach "GROWLED", & I DENIED "being-SICK"!
-- I emailed my mom ... to inform her that I'm CONSIDERING "DROPPING my 'CS50'-class" at Miami-Dade College.
A) It's way-MORE "Computer-DEPENDENT" than I ORIGINALLY-anticipated.
2) The fact that the "TREK" VARIES in time "TO & FROM" there EVERY-time is RATHER ... ANNOYING. (TRIP-minutes: 53, 28, 42, 37, 34, 32, 48, 38, 46 ... WTF?!)
D) HOW/WHY would/CAN I INCORPORATE "COMPUTER-Coding" into MY-life?!
-- I "TREASURE" LEARNING how-to COOK ('SANS' recipe) from/by just WATCHING my DAD "work his MAGIC" in the kitchen.
... As a DIRECT-result, I USED-to FREQUENTLY "obtain a 'CULINARY-BONER'"(--'Top Chef') from preparing LAUDED-mealS for my THEN-girlfriend.
... Is it WEIRD & "UN-healthy" that I JUST referred-to my FATHER AND MY-"ERECTION" in the SAME-sentence?!
JUDGES?!
...
(EERIE-silence)
...
No.
(ME: "WHEW!")
... 'Cuz it was SLANG ("'CULINARY'-BONER"), STRICTLY-EMOTIONAL & with an UN-related FE-male!
-- "'LIFE' brings tears, smiles and memories. The tears DRY, the smiles FADE but the memories last FOREVER."
(--Malik Faisal)
(... EXCEPT-for with ME--a "T.B.I."-victim)
(... So, in HINDSIGHT, I "LONG-for" ... "FOREVER".)
KEY
* = According to the HILARIOUS movie, '2getHER'
"a BUTT-load" = "about a THOUSAND dollars".
...
Wednesday, February 3, 2016
Breathe, A.J. ... BREATHE!
... So, there was a rather IN-auspicious/UN-fortunate, EARLY-beginning to MY day.
At ~3:20 am, (( : ( )), I--TIREDLY but URGENTLY--pressed my buzzer, 'cuz I HAD-to urinate ... BADLY.
Approximately SEVEN minutes of my REPEATEDLY-"buzzing" went-by with NO-response.
UUUGGGHHH!
Thus, HIS INFURIATING-/PATHETIC-"IGNORE-ence" of the LOUD-ringing FORCED-me to "take matters into my-OWN hands" ... LITERALLY!
... I picked-up my BELL ... & THREW it--LOUDLY--onto THE floor. ... Yet, STILL ... there was NO-reply.
He CLAIMED that my "buzzer is BROKEN". But, I KNOW that THAT's a LIE, 'cuz NOT-ONLY did I HEAR the "RING" one ... two ... TWELVE ... FRICKIN' times, but TWO-OTHER employees later-CONFIRMED its "proper-FUNCTIONING".
Ergo, I was so-FRUSTRATED & -UPSET that I--METAPHORICALLY--"SWALLOWED 'the URGE'".
(... DAMNIT!)
... I UNDERSTAND how DIFFICULT it IS to FIND LEGITIMATE-"help". But, (AUDIBLE-sigh of of EXACERBATED-FRUSTRATION) THAT "PISSED-me-OFF" "to the Nth-degree"*!
... RATHER-than "straight-UP LYING" "to my FACE", he COULD/SHOULD have just ADMITTED his FAULT/ERROR!
(... I'm NOT UN-REASONABLE! 'Tis ~3:20 ... in the MORNING! Just say you were SLEEPING! DoN'T BLAME MY stuff!
(... While typing THIS, my "FIRE of ANGER & DISGUST" was RE-"kindled"!)
-- The (DESIGNATED-/RESTRICTED-) area within MY school of OPTIONAL-study (Miami-Dade College) is known as "THE 'IDEA Center'**.
... I NEVER utter THIS-sentence! So, NOTE my-EXPLANATION:
"I've GOTTA ... LOSE!"
... "I've GOTTA LOSE ... my HESITANCY/"FEAR" of UN-familiar situations ... with NEW-people ... in NEW-environments.
... EVENTUALLY, "I've GOTTA LOSE" ... my RELIANCE-on/NECESSITY-for my WALKER to STABILIZE & ASSIST my LEG-STEPS.
... "The only thing I'm really AFRAID-of is ... being-AFRAID AGAIN."
(--Charlie, MATHEMATICIAN, 'NUMB3RS')
-- "Aristotle defined 'infinity' as 'the LACK-of LIMITATION'."
(--Dr. Larry, 'NUMB3RS')
... Therefore, MY-mind WAS--& I'm DETERMINED-to RE-establish its TRUSTED-"EDIFICATION" as--"INFINITE"
... CONVERSELY, the PHYSICAL-"range-of-MOTION" of the LEFT-side of MY body is CERTAINLY-NOT "infinite".
-- So, I attended my FIRST--albeit, LATE--"Computer-Systems 50"-class TONIGHT.
... 'Twas WELL-taught! But, my MISSING some CLASS-time leaves me "a BIT" ... AMBIVALENT.The CONCEPTS are definitely-LOGICAL. But, my absenceS have made MANY/ALL of the "COMMANDS" DIFFICULT-to determine/"follow"/comprehend.
... Ergo, I wouldN'T say I was "MISSING" my time-IN the OPTIONAL-class. ... AGAIN, (SIGH) I DO LIKE the TEACHER, his METHODS, the CONCEPTS, the LOGIC/REASONING of the VARIOUS "COMMANDS" & the STUDENTS.
KEY
* = 'Tis SERIOUS-ANGER, when I (HAFTA) describe it in/with MATHEMATICAL-jargon!
** = 'Cuz I'm goin' THERE!
...
At ~3:20 am, (( : ( )), I--TIREDLY but URGENTLY--pressed my buzzer, 'cuz I HAD-to urinate ... BADLY.
Approximately SEVEN minutes of my REPEATEDLY-"buzzing" went-by with NO-response.
UUUGGGHHH!
Thus, HIS INFURIATING-/PATHETIC-"IGNORE-ence" of the LOUD-ringing FORCED-me to "take matters into my-OWN hands" ... LITERALLY!
... I picked-up my BELL ... & THREW it--LOUDLY--onto THE floor. ... Yet, STILL ... there was NO-reply.
He CLAIMED that my "buzzer is BROKEN". But, I KNOW that THAT's a LIE, 'cuz NOT-ONLY did I HEAR the "RING" one ... two ... TWELVE ... FRICKIN' times, but TWO-OTHER employees later-CONFIRMED its "proper-FUNCTIONING".
Ergo, I was so-FRUSTRATED & -UPSET that I--METAPHORICALLY--"SWALLOWED 'the URGE'".
(... DAMNIT!)
... I UNDERSTAND how DIFFICULT it IS to FIND LEGITIMATE-"help". But, (AUDIBLE-sigh of of EXACERBATED-FRUSTRATION) THAT "PISSED-me-OFF" "to the Nth-degree"*!
... RATHER-than "straight-UP LYING" "to my FACE", he COULD/SHOULD have just ADMITTED his FAULT/ERROR!
(... I'm NOT UN-REASONABLE! 'Tis ~3:20 ... in the MORNING! Just say you were SLEEPING! DoN'T BLAME MY stuff!
(... While typing THIS, my "FIRE of ANGER & DISGUST" was RE-"kindled"!)
-- The (DESIGNATED-/RESTRICTED-) area within MY school of OPTIONAL-study (Miami-Dade College) is known as "THE 'IDEA Center'**.
... I NEVER utter THIS-sentence! So, NOTE my-EXPLANATION:
"I've GOTTA ... LOSE!"
... "I've GOTTA LOSE ... my HESITANCY/"FEAR" of UN-familiar situations ... with NEW-people ... in NEW-environments.
... EVENTUALLY, "I've GOTTA LOSE" ... my RELIANCE-on/NECESSITY-for my WALKER to STABILIZE & ASSIST my LEG-STEPS.
... "The only thing I'm really AFRAID-of is ... being-AFRAID AGAIN."
(--Charlie, MATHEMATICIAN, 'NUMB3RS')
-- "Aristotle defined 'infinity' as 'the LACK-of LIMITATION'."
(--Dr. Larry, 'NUMB3RS')
... Therefore, MY-mind WAS--& I'm DETERMINED-to RE-establish its TRUSTED-"EDIFICATION" as--"INFINITE"
... CONVERSELY, the PHYSICAL-"range-of-MOTION" of the LEFT-side of MY body is CERTAINLY-NOT "infinite".
-- So, I attended my FIRST--albeit, LATE--"Computer-Systems 50"-class TONIGHT.
... 'Twas WELL-taught! But, my MISSING some CLASS-time leaves me "a BIT" ... AMBIVALENT.The CONCEPTS are definitely-LOGICAL. But, my absenceS have made MANY/ALL of the "COMMANDS" DIFFICULT-to determine/"follow"/comprehend.
... Ergo, I wouldN'T say I was "MISSING" my time-IN the OPTIONAL-class. ... AGAIN, (SIGH) I DO LIKE the TEACHER, his METHODS, the CONCEPTS, the LOGIC/REASONING of the VARIOUS "COMMANDS" & the STUDENTS.
KEY
* = 'Tis SERIOUS-ANGER, when I (HAFTA) describe it in/with MATHEMATICAL-jargon!
** = 'Cuz I'm goin' THERE!
...
Tuesday, February 2, 2016
AM I a "CELESTIAL-body"?!
...
(ACTUALLY, I BELIEVE the film-title is more METAPHORICAL.
(AUDIBLE-sigh) A.J. = "TOOL"))
-- (My housemate was talking with my mom about MY "SUPPOSED NOT-being able-to manage "MY-OWN finances".
I EAVESDROPPED.)
ME: "Dude, I'm not deaf, I'm just ("LAME"), so I can hear when you make fun of my disability."
(--Isaac, 'The Fault in Our Stars')
-- (DESPITE my TRAGIC, SIGNIFICANT-injurIES,)
"I don't want to see a world without (A.J. Kaynatma) in it."
(--Isaac, 'The Fault in Our Stars')
-- Back-to the SIGNIFICANCE of TODAY:
"Keeping wildlife--an amphibious-rodent, for, UH, domestic, ya know, within the city ... THAT aiN'T legal either."
(--Walter, 'The Big Lebowski')
______________________________________________
(ALL quotes BELOW are from the HILARIOUS-film, 'Groundhog Day':)
... My housemate--to ME: "What would you do if you were stuck in one place and every day was exactly the same, and nothing that you did mattered?"
... My NeuralPsychoTherapist--to ME: "Do you ever have déjà vu?
_____________________________________________
-- I had ANOTHER productive--thus, encouraging--"SPEECH Therapy"-session.
--> I, QUICKLY, ate--by MOUTH--TWO scrambled eggs ... with-OUT ANY notable-issues for my SWALLOWING & DIGESTION.
--> I "BATTLED" my "Therapist" in a "NECK-and-NECK" game of Scrabble. ... I ended-up losing by TWO (110 - 112), but ''c'est la vie'.' My APATHY regarding the FINAL-score but NECESSITY-to MANUALLY-"keep-score" FURTHER-"highlight" my DIMINISHING-competitiveness & NUMERICAL-obsession.
--> Even-AFTER my--IMMEDIATE--"NeuralPsychoTherapist"-meeting, I "CLEARED the Scrabble-board of ALL-tiles ... with my LEFT-/INJURED-hand, 'cuz I ALWAYS TRY-to IMPROVE my "MANUAL-dexterity".
-- Was it a "CO-ink-EE-dink" that I RECENTLY attended a high school WRESTLING-"dual meet"--with my two BASKETBALL-playing buddies--against a rival high school NOTORIOUS for "CREAMING" OUR high school in BASKETBALL, & the THREE of OUR high school "DEMOLISHED" Dillard-- 65 - 5?!
((... ACTUALLY, I'm under the impression that 'twas mostly GREAT-coaching! 'Ya see--THREE of my WRESTLING-teammates from high school are CURRENT assistant WRESTLING-coaches AT "STA" ("Saint Thomas Aquinas"--MY high school).))
... "A NOTED-philosophist once-said:
'COINCIDENCE' is the LAST-ditch explanation for the UN-inspired."
(--'NUMB3RS')
-- While watching the FUNNY-parody of '300'--'Meet the Spartans', I was inspired by the JOKE of characters' "spray-ON abs" to do ... two sets of 60 sit-ups EACH.
(MOM, I apologize.)
Hazel: "The only thing worse than 'BITING-it' from cancer is having a kid 'BITE-it' from (a T.B.I.)."
(--'The Fault in Our Stars')
(... RELAX! I can-NOT "see the FUTURE", but NOTHING about my CURRENT physical-/mental-/psychological-state implies ANYTHING drastically-/worriedly-NEGATIVE.)
ME--to y'ALL: "I've been trying to tell you, I'm kind of awesome.
(--Augustus, 'The Fault in Our Stars')
...
(ACTUALLY, I BELIEVE the film-title is more METAPHORICAL.
(AUDIBLE-sigh) A.J. = "TOOL"))
-- (My housemate was talking with my mom about MY "SUPPOSED NOT-being able-to manage "MY-OWN finances".
I EAVESDROPPED.)
ME: "Dude, I'm not deaf, I'm just ("LAME"), so I can hear when you make fun of my disability."
(--Isaac, 'The Fault in Our Stars')
-- (DESPITE my TRAGIC, SIGNIFICANT-injurIES,)
"I don't want to see a world without (A.J. Kaynatma) in it."
(--Isaac, 'The Fault in Our Stars')
-- Back-to the SIGNIFICANCE of TODAY:
"Keeping wildlife--an amphibious-rodent, for, UH, domestic, ya know, within the city ... THAT aiN'T legal either."
(--Walter, 'The Big Lebowski')
______________________________________________
(ALL quotes BELOW are from the HILARIOUS-film, 'Groundhog Day':)
... My housemate--to ME: "What would you do if you were stuck in one place and every day was exactly the same, and nothing that you did mattered?"
MY response: "THAT about sums it up for ME."
... My NeuralPsychoTherapist--to ME: "Do you ever have déjà vu?
MY response: "Didn't you just ask me that?"
My Caregiver--about ME: "Did he actually call himself 'the
TALENT'?"
"This day was perfect. You couldn't have planned a day like
this."
_____________________________________________
-- I had ANOTHER productive--thus, encouraging--"SPEECH Therapy"-session.
--> I, QUICKLY, ate--by MOUTH--TWO scrambled eggs ... with-OUT ANY notable-issues for my SWALLOWING & DIGESTION.
--> I "BATTLED" my "Therapist" in a "NECK-and-NECK" game of Scrabble. ... I ended-up losing by TWO (110 - 112), but ''c'est la vie'.' My APATHY regarding the FINAL-score but NECESSITY-to MANUALLY-"keep-score" FURTHER-"highlight" my DIMINISHING-competitiveness & NUMERICAL-obsession.
--> Even-AFTER my--IMMEDIATE--"NeuralPsychoTherapist"-meeting, I "CLEARED the Scrabble-board of ALL-tiles ... with my LEFT-/INJURED-hand, 'cuz I ALWAYS TRY-to IMPROVE my "MANUAL-dexterity".
-- Was it a "CO-ink-EE-dink" that I RECENTLY attended a high school WRESTLING-"dual meet"--with my two BASKETBALL-playing buddies--against a rival high school NOTORIOUS for "CREAMING" OUR high school in BASKETBALL, & the THREE of OUR high school "DEMOLISHED" Dillard-- 65 - 5?!
((... ACTUALLY, I'm under the impression that 'twas mostly GREAT-coaching! 'Ya see--THREE of my WRESTLING-teammates from high school are CURRENT assistant WRESTLING-coaches AT "STA" ("Saint Thomas Aquinas"--MY high school).))
... "A NOTED-philosophist once-said:
'COINCIDENCE' is the LAST-ditch explanation for the UN-inspired."
(--'NUMB3RS')
-- While watching the FUNNY-parody of '300'--'Meet the Spartans', I was inspired by the JOKE of characters' "spray-ON abs" to do ... two sets of 60 sit-ups EACH.
(MOM, I apologize.)
Hazel: "The only thing worse than 'BITING-it' from cancer is having a kid 'BITE-it' from (a T.B.I.)."
(--'The Fault in Our Stars')
(... RELAX! I can-NOT "see the FUTURE", but NOTHING about my CURRENT physical-/mental-/psychological-state implies ANYTHING drastically-/worriedly-NEGATIVE.)
ME--to y'ALL: "I've been trying to tell you, I'm kind of awesome.
(--Augustus, 'The Fault in Our Stars')
...
Monday, February 1, 2016
"The more 'LOVE' I 'pour-OUT' INTO my life, .. the more my life 'pours LOVE' back-INTO me!"
... --Amadeus Wolfe
-- To any/ALL of MY "DOUBTERS"/"HATERS":
“It’s the resistance to the thought of what you perceive it to be. Not what it is in reality.”
(--Amadeus Wolfe)
(... PERCEIVED-FEAR can be LOADS-WORSE than what it ACTUALLY MAY-/MIGHT-be!)
(... I.e. TODAY at "NeuroFit 360", I had a big HARNESS hanging from the ceiling SUPPORTING me. So, after FOUR HESITANT-"MIS-trials" ... & ~10 minutes, I let-GO of my WALKER & STOOD-UP ... with NOTHING to lean-ON for SUPPORT.)
(... YYYEEESSSSS!)
-- As I lie here in bed--after a "2:48 am 'JAUNT'/'TREK' 'a mi banyo'" to URINATE, I noticed that--UN-fortunately-- MOST of my Caregivers just doN'T UNDERSTAND the/my URGENCY, when I "signal"--to THEM--to "HURRY-up". ... THIS-one DOES.
(... WHEW!)
(... I made-SURE to COMPLIMENT ... & THANK him!)
... ANOTHER "observation" of mine IS that I am REALLY-REQUIRING LESS & LESS sleep. ... DoN'T get me WRONG! I, CERTAINLY, get TIRED ... TOO-quickly. But, THIS is more "MUSCLE-FATIGUE" than an ACTUAL "DESIRE for ''Z''s.
(... I DEFINITELY-"would NOT" want my LEFT-arm to "fall-ASLEEP"!)
... STRANGELY/UN-orthodoxically yet WONDERFULLY, I DID "fall-BACK asleep" ... for ~four hours.
... I awoke--FINALLY--at ~7:00 am, with an UN-characteristic--yet WONDERFUL--SURPLUS of ENERGY!
-- Well, HWAT (EMPHASIZE the 'H'.) a "BADASS-name"!
-- To any/ALL of MY "DOUBTERS"/"HATERS":
“It’s the resistance to the thought of what you perceive it to be. Not what it is in reality.”
(--Amadeus Wolfe)
(... PERCEIVED-FEAR can be LOADS-WORSE than what it ACTUALLY MAY-/MIGHT-be!)
(... I.e. TODAY at "NeuroFit 360", I had a big HARNESS hanging from the ceiling SUPPORTING me. So, after FOUR HESITANT-"MIS-trials" ... & ~10 minutes, I let-GO of my WALKER & STOOD-UP ... with NOTHING to lean-ON for SUPPORT.)
(... YYYEEESSSSS!)
-- As I lie here in bed--after a "2:48 am 'JAUNT'/'TREK' 'a mi banyo'" to URINATE, I noticed that--UN-fortunately-- MOST of my Caregivers just doN'T UNDERSTAND the/my URGENCY, when I "signal"--to THEM--to "HURRY-up". ... THIS-one DOES.
(... WHEW!)
(... I made-SURE to COMPLIMENT ... & THANK him!)
... ANOTHER "observation" of mine IS that I am REALLY-REQUIRING LESS & LESS sleep. ... DoN'T get me WRONG! I, CERTAINLY, get TIRED ... TOO-quickly. But, THIS is more "MUSCLE-FATIGUE" than an ACTUAL "DESIRE for ''Z''s.
(... I DEFINITELY-"would NOT" want my LEFT-arm to "fall-ASLEEP"!)
... STRANGELY/UN-orthodoxically yet WONDERFULLY, I DID "fall-BACK asleep" ... for ~four hours.
... I awoke--FINALLY--at ~7:00 am, with an UN-characteristic--yet WONDERFUL--SURPLUS of ENERGY!
-- Well, HWAT (EMPHASIZE the 'H'.) a "BADASS-name"!
"Tom Hardy" played BOTH "Bane"--in 'The Dark Knight Rises' AND "Max" in 'Mad Max: Fury Road'.
"Thomas Hardy" was a MUCH-acclaimed, -respected & -REVERED English novelist, who wrote 'The Return of the Native'.
(... I RE-watched 'Mad Max: Fury Road' late last night.)
-- My MAIN-Nurse ASSISTED me in my "BIWEEKLY"* Payroll-numbers.
(... SHE reads-off EACH-worker's WRITTEN-times. I--MENTALLY/INSTANTLY--calculate his/her allotted WORK-hours.)
... I COULD compute these "$-numbers" ALONE. But, I'm ALL-ABOUT "TEAM-work".
-- I VERY-MUCH ENJOYED/related-TO this morning's TWO episodes of 'NUMB3RS' ... about "inTRA-connecting MATH & ROMANCE"**!
... "I'm (RE-) 'COLONIZING' my-OWN brain."
(--Lucy, 'Lucy')
__________________________________________________________________
-- (ALL of the FOLLOWING quotes are from/by Amadeus H.T. Wolfe:)
“Paradoxes contain the ultimate truth: You do not see with your eyes, you see with your mind.”
((... My whole-LIFE is a "PARADOX":
-- I'm VERY-much a VISUAL-Learner. Yet, I have GLASSES, "Myopia" ("Nearsightedness") & Astigmatism.
-- I had a BOTCHED-surgery on my RIGHT-ulna JUNIOR-year of high school. Yet, SENIOR-year was my BEST wrestling-season! ***
... “It’s the resistance to the thought of what you perceive it to be. Not what it is in reality.”
(... PERCEIVED-FEAR can be LOADS-WORSE than what it ACTUALLY MAY-/MIGHT-be!)
(... I.e. TODAY at "NeuroFit 360", I had a big HARNESS hanging from the ceiling SUPPORTING me. So, after FOUR HESITANT-"MIS-trials" ... & ~10 minutes, I let-GO of my WALKER & STOOD-UP ... with NOTHING to lean-ON for SUPPORT.)
(... YYYEEESSSSS!)
... "Let-LOOSE your WILD-'heart', & allow it to 'run-FREE' across the 'landscapes of LIFE'."
(... I take-CHANCES, ... AFTER I RAPIDLY-compute the PROBABILITY/ODDS of my-SUCCESS!)
... "If you ACCEPT the current BELIEF-systems in ANY-society, you REMOVE your-OWN ability to 'play a CRUCIAL-role' in the ADVANCEMENT of society."
(... If you ALWAYS just-"GO with the FLOW", then HOW could you POSSIBLY-"make a DIFFERENCE"?!)
... "'Using your IMAGINATION' is NOT 'escaping REALITY'.
... It's a way of 'UNDERSTANDING it'."
(... MOST-things are NOT "cut & DRY"/"black & WHITE", so we HAFTA-use our respective-"IMAGINATION" to "wrap our HEADS around" 'em.)
... "The FOOL searches-for 'HAPPINESS' 'in the distance. ... The WISE-man knows he can 'make it GROW' ... from 'BENEATH his feet'."
(... In OTHER-words, "START a BLOG!")
(... WAY-to-GO, A.J.!)
... "When you LEARN-to 'create-GRATITUDE' CONSCIOUSLY, 'the universe' WILL-send you MORE experiences ... to be GRATEFUL-FOR."
(... In OTHER-words, "Help OTHERS, & 'KARMA' will 'REPAY you'.")
... "There are BASIC-'LAWS' inherent in EVERY 'system'. Once you UNDERSTAND the 'FOUNDATION' of their 'EFFECTS', you ''hold the 'KEY'', ... enabling you to 'MANIPULATE them' in ANY-manner you choose."
(... I.e. I UNDERSTAND, APPLY & "MANIPULATE"/ALTER MY "BIOPHYSICS", in order-to IMPROVE my PHYSICAL WELL-being.)
... "Transmute your 'WEAKNESS' into 'STRENGTH'. Embrace the DARK to find the LIGHT hidden within it."
(... First "STUDY" your "VICES", then "MANIPULATE" 'em into "VIRTUES".)
(... I.e. I--TEMPORARILY--caN'T write LEGIBLY. Thus, I compute ALL MATH-/FINANCIAL-"issues" ... MENTALLY. ... MY "Traumatically-Injured Brain" is REMARKABLY/SURPRISINGLY CONSISTENTLY-ACCURATE!)
... "The 'DREAMERS' are 'AWAKE', & those 'AWAKE' are 'lost in DREAMS'."
(... I am FULLY-AWARE of my surroundings. STILL, I "DREAM"/ENVISION MY-FUTURE as a BUSY, HAPPY, AMBLING-SUCCESS!)
... "Who we are, is our greatest work of art."
(... I am DAMN-PROUD of MY ASTOUNDING ACADEMIC-, ATHLETIC-, BIOMEDICAL- & LOGISTIC-SUCCESS!)
... "'THOUGHTS' are the 'SEEDS' of all-CREATION."
(... "INKLINGS" --> "IDEAS" --> "VISIONS" --> "TASKS"
--> "SUCCESS" --> "CELEBRATION"
_________________________________________________________________
... If "Plan-A" doesN'T work, 'the alphabet' STILL-has 25-MORE "letters".
(... "IF--at first, you doN'T succeed, ... TRY, TRY again."
... WITH any NOTED-adjustments!)
KEY
* = "BIWEEKLY" is an AMBIGUOUS-term:
It COULD mean EITHER mean ...
"TWICE/week"
OR
"ONCE every-OTHER week".
(... In THIS/MY-instance, it means the LATTER.)
** = BOTH females AND "SQUARES" have ASTOUNDING "figures".
*** = I STILL caN'T FULLY-open my RIGHT-hand with-OUT assistance.
...
(... SHE reads-off EACH-worker's WRITTEN-times. I--MENTALLY/INSTANTLY--calculate his/her allotted WORK-hours.)
... I COULD compute these "$-numbers" ALONE. But, I'm ALL-ABOUT "TEAM-work".
-- I VERY-MUCH ENJOYED/related-TO this morning's TWO episodes of 'NUMB3RS' ... about "inTRA-connecting MATH & ROMANCE"**!
... "I'm (RE-) 'COLONIZING' my-OWN brain."
(--Lucy, 'Lucy')
__________________________________________________________________
-- (ALL of the FOLLOWING quotes are from/by Amadeus H.T. Wolfe:)
“Paradoxes contain the ultimate truth: You do not see with your eyes, you see with your mind.”
((... My whole-LIFE is a "PARADOX":
-- I'm VERY-much a VISUAL-Learner. Yet, I have GLASSES, "Myopia" ("Nearsightedness") & Astigmatism.
-- I had a BOTCHED-surgery on my RIGHT-ulna JUNIOR-year of high school. Yet, SENIOR-year was my BEST wrestling-season! ***
... “It’s the resistance to the thought of what you perceive it to be. Not what it is in reality.”
(... PERCEIVED-FEAR can be LOADS-WORSE than what it ACTUALLY MAY-/MIGHT-be!)
(... I.e. TODAY at "NeuroFit 360", I had a big HARNESS hanging from the ceiling SUPPORTING me. So, after FOUR HESITANT-"MIS-trials" ... & ~10 minutes, I let-GO of my WALKER & STOOD-UP ... with NOTHING to lean-ON for SUPPORT.)
(... YYYEEESSSSS!)
... "Let-LOOSE your WILD-'heart', & allow it to 'run-FREE' across the 'landscapes of LIFE'."
(... I take-CHANCES, ... AFTER I RAPIDLY-compute the PROBABILITY/ODDS of my-SUCCESS!)
... "If you ACCEPT the current BELIEF-systems in ANY-society, you REMOVE your-OWN ability to 'play a CRUCIAL-role' in the ADVANCEMENT of society."
(... If you ALWAYS just-"GO with the FLOW", then HOW could you POSSIBLY-"make a DIFFERENCE"?!)
... "'Using your IMAGINATION' is NOT 'escaping REALITY'.
... It's a way of 'UNDERSTANDING it'."
(... MOST-things are NOT "cut & DRY"/"black & WHITE", so we HAFTA-use our respective-"IMAGINATION" to "wrap our HEADS around" 'em.)
... "The FOOL searches-for 'HAPPINESS' 'in the distance. ... The WISE-man knows he can 'make it GROW' ... from 'BENEATH his feet'."
(... In OTHER-words, "START a BLOG!")
(... WAY-to-GO, A.J.!)
... "When you LEARN-to 'create-GRATITUDE' CONSCIOUSLY, 'the universe' WILL-send you MORE experiences ... to be GRATEFUL-FOR."
(... In OTHER-words, "Help OTHERS, & 'KARMA' will 'REPAY you'.")
... "There are BASIC-'LAWS' inherent in EVERY 'system'. Once you UNDERSTAND the 'FOUNDATION' of their 'EFFECTS', you ''hold the 'KEY'', ... enabling you to 'MANIPULATE them' in ANY-manner you choose."
(... I.e. I UNDERSTAND, APPLY & "MANIPULATE"/ALTER MY "BIOPHYSICS", in order-to IMPROVE my PHYSICAL WELL-being.)
... "Transmute your 'WEAKNESS' into 'STRENGTH'. Embrace the DARK to find the LIGHT hidden within it."
(... First "STUDY" your "VICES", then "MANIPULATE" 'em into "VIRTUES".)
(... I.e. I--TEMPORARILY--caN'T write LEGIBLY. Thus, I compute ALL MATH-/FINANCIAL-"issues" ... MENTALLY. ... MY "Traumatically-Injured Brain" is REMARKABLY/SURPRISINGLY CONSISTENTLY-ACCURATE!)
... "The 'DREAMERS' are 'AWAKE', & those 'AWAKE' are 'lost in DREAMS'."
(... I am FULLY-AWARE of my surroundings. STILL, I "DREAM"/ENVISION MY-FUTURE as a BUSY, HAPPY, AMBLING-SUCCESS!)
... "Who we are, is our greatest work of art."
(... I am DAMN-PROUD of MY ASTOUNDING ACADEMIC-, ATHLETIC-, BIOMEDICAL- & LOGISTIC-SUCCESS!)
... "'THOUGHTS' are the 'SEEDS' of all-CREATION."
(... "INKLINGS" --> "IDEAS" --> "VISIONS" --> "TASKS"
--> "SUCCESS" --> "CELEBRATION"
_________________________________________________________________
... If "Plan-A" doesN'T work, 'the alphabet' STILL-has 25-MORE "letters".
(... "IF--at first, you doN'T succeed, ... TRY, TRY again."
... WITH any NOTED-adjustments!)
KEY
* = "BIWEEKLY" is an AMBIGUOUS-term:
It COULD mean EITHER mean ...
"TWICE/week"
OR
"ONCE every-OTHER week".
(... In THIS/MY-instance, it means the LATTER.)
** = BOTH females AND "SQUARES" have ASTOUNDING "figures".
*** = I STILL caN'T FULLY-open my RIGHT-hand with-OUT assistance.
...
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