"OPPORTUNITY' is EVERYTHING you MAKE it."

... -- Cadillac SRX

(... Let's--BRIEFLY--convert to a "DEAD-language" --> LATIN, in order to "FURTHER" the point:

'Carpe diem.' --> 'Seize the day.')

    
-- DAMN YOU, "Mother Nature"!
I AROSE VERY-EARLY this morning, 'cuz of some/ALOTTA "URINARY-tension".

... Despite the "WEE-hours of the mornin'" (~4:45 am) AND rather-than "hold-IN/-BACK" my "'URIC'-ACID", I "WALKED" 'a mi banyo' to "make it RAIN" ... with URINE NOT DOLLAR-BILLS.

... HOWEVER, I DID have a SMALL-"EPISODE", in which I "signaled" to my newEST (SEMI-dunce) Caregiver that he NEEDED-to "HURRY"! 
When he did NOT prep my toilet-handles BEFORE my "WALK", & he did NOT do/"follow" ANY of my REPEATED "tendencies", I kinda "GRUNTED" LOUDLY.  
ALSO, I--ACCIDENTALLY--lifted my RIGHT-arm to move it AWAY-from his UN-necessary/UN-welcome arm-GRAB, & I--ACCIDENTALLY--elbowed him in the neck.
I APOLOGIZED.  
But, since I've TOLD/SHOWED him my "ROUTINE" ... AT LEAST ... 17 times, ... PLUS, my "SIGNALS" are posted on THREE DIFFERENT "lists" ... on THREE DIFFERENT walls ... in THREE DIFFERENT rooms ... in my house, I was UNDERSTANDABLY-CONFUSED as to his "SHITTY"-judgment, LACK-of logic & just GENERAL-/OVERALL-"STUPIDITY"/"SUCKINESS".

... A "ROUND of APPLAUSE" to/for MY-HONESTY!
(... I COULD've just NOT-mentioned MY "SPAT" for "FEAR-of" my Neural-PsychoTherapist's "verbal-SHELLACKING".  But, I KNOW that VERBAL-punishment for MY 

... My BACK's a 'lil SORE.
PERHAPS, my TERRIBLE PSYCHOLOGICAL-"PAIN" became "PHYSICAL".
OR, PERHAPS, that "PAIN" is due-to MY "POOR-judgment":
"SUUURRR-vey SAYS": 
"I have DECIDED-to stick with 
'LOVE'. 
'HATE' is too-great a BURDEN to bear."
(--Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.)

... "GOOD-things are COMING 'down the road'.
Just 'KEEP WALKING'!"
(--Owner of my FANTASTIC gym, 'NeuroFit 360')

... 'Tis a GOOD-thing that I'm an 
ENERGETIC, BioPHYSICS-minded OPTIMIST!

--  "PSYCHOLOGY" says:
"The person who tries to keep EVERYONE HAPPY often ends up feeling the LONELIEST.
(... UN-fortunately/SADLY, ... 'tis TRUE.
... 
Sooo, should I NOT STRIVE-for ... "more-EMPATHY"?!)

... "When we are obsessively worried or anxious, it is very-DIFFICULT to stay motivated because the intense focus on the worries and negatives, distracts us and makes it almost impossible to focus on anything POSITIVE."

... I am CONSTANTLY-"worried" about my LEG-nerves' NOT PROPERLY-"responding" ... in a TIMELY-manner.
... Yet, I STILL FOCUS-on & HOPE-for a "HAPPY-go-LUCKY"-FUTURE!
(... WHY?!)
(... Am I a "FICTION-obsessed DREAMER"?!
... NAH!  I PREFER-to think of MY-outlook on/of MY-story as ... a "BioPHYSICS-applying REAL-ist".)
(... WATCH ANY of my workouts for PROOF!)




-- "TRUE-'HUMILITY'
is remaining TEACHABLE, 
... REGARDLESS of how much you ALREADY-know."
(--'Earth Angels', Suicide-hotline)

... DESPITE my 23+ YEARS of "Martial Arts"-TRAINING/LEARNING, ~5+ YEARS of "Martial Arts"-TEACHING & MULTIPLE VARIOUS HIGH-ranks, I STILL go to "Martial Arts"-CLASS ... AT LEAST TWICE-a-week ... to "observe AND LEARN" AND/OR to "TEACH AND LEARN".


-- DoN'T FRET ... about the people from your PAST. 
DO ANALYZE the RELATIONSHIP.  
SORT-through any/ALL ALTERCATIONS for the "ROOT-of" DIS-agreementS".
"Come-to terms" with the FACT that you doN'T NEED said- "ASSOCIATIONS".
There is a reason they didn't make it to your FUTURE.  

(... AS I typed this, I realized I only SEMI-agree with MY-recommendation.)


-- My newEST-"Caregiver" JUST did an EXEMPLARY-job (MAYBE his BEST) assisting MY "WALK" to URINATE.
(... YAY!)


-- UUUGGGHHH!  AAARRRGGGHHH!
I'm KINDA-WORRIED about MY ... STILL being ... VERY-CONFUSED about MY-schedule for MY-classes ... & MY-transportation to 'em.

... To be CONTINUED (HOPEFULLY) ...



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