DEMONSTRATE/DISPLAY SELF-confidence.

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"To ATTAIN success, one must PROJECT success."
(--FedEx)

"No matter WHAT,
… you've GOT to STRUT."
(--'The Nutty Professor')

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'Unutum!'
(PHONETIC Turkish: 'OO-noo-TOOM!')
(= 'I forget!)

Alas, I HAFTA give a "GINORMOUS" "Thank you" to "The Architect"(--'The Matrix Reloaded') … of my blog … for providing/"constructing" a GENIUS "angle" to provide UPDATES on my PROGRESS and "vent" my FRUSTRATIONS!
I certainly APPRECIATE this "avenue" as a way of maintaining what LITTLE SANITY I still have!

Furthermore, I think I--MYSELF--deserve a nice "PAT-on-the-BACK" for deciding to CONDENSE my blog-posting down to ONE NIGHTLY-update of my daily-activities.

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Regarding my FORGOTTEN & "added BACK IN" blog-stories, I THINK 'tis BETTER for my "PSYCHE" to "highlight" my memory-ERRORS.  This way I have "DOCUMENTED-EVIDENCE" of my FORGETFULNESS, so I have an easIER time RECOGNIZING & TRYING TO FIX said "problem(S)".

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… My FURTHER forgetfulness:
I've GOTTA "give MAD-UPS" (It's SLANG for "EMPHATIC 'high-fives'.") to … MYSELF for a PHENOMENAL-application of my Biomedical- & Physics-knowledge!
((Example:
(WARNING!)
When I NEED TO "go #2", I ask to "eat" (via "G-tube"), when I'm ALREADY "in my chair".  This way I'm ALREADY HALF-squatting, so the "food" doesN'T have to go all throughout my body.  I can just "let it FREE"!))

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… Also, I've gotta give "mad-PROPS" to my "neuro-psychotherapist" for helping me sort through my MANY issues/frustrations at HOME, at my GYM & at LIFE!
Her "observation":
Stay SOCIAL!
(… Ergo, I FREQUENTLY host a "par-TAY" … to "MEET & GREET" "PEEPS"!)
((… Folks SEEM to like US--"The ROYAL 'We', the EDITORIAL"(--'The Big Lebowski').
WHY?!
"People LIKE us!  … We're NICE.  … I wear PANTS!"
(--'Horrible Bosses 2'))

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What a TOUGH/FRUSTRATING workout-day at "NeuroFit 360"!
(AAARRRGGGHHH!)
Today's LEG-workout was PARTICULARLY upsetting, 'cuz no matter WHAT I DID or HOW LONG I WAITED for my LEG-muscles--via the NERVE-connections--to "process" "messages" from my brain.
Nonetheless, I "sucked it up", worked on IMPROVING my PATIENCE and completed my MANY exercises--including "WALKING", KNEELING, WEIGHT-SHIFTING & "STEPPING onto" & WEIGHT-TRANSFERRING onto" EACH of my INDIVIDUAL legs on a RAISED "box-stepper thing".

Throughout ALL, you/I/we HAFTA REMAIN "glass is half-FULL"!

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"The Architect"--to ME ("The ONE") … of my blog:

"The first Matrix I designed was quite naturally perfect, it was a work of art, flawless, sublime."
("The Architect" is my best friend.  He & I like to--PLAYFULLY/JOKINGLY--"fuck with each other's LIFE".) "A triumph equaled only by its monumental failure. The inevitability of its doom is apparent to me now as a consequence of the imperfection inherent in every human being. Thus, I redesigned it based on your history to more accurately reflect the varying grotesqueries of your nature. However, I was again frustrated by failure. I have since come to understand that the answer eluded me because it required a lesser mind, or perhaps a mind less bound by the parameters of perfection. Thus, the answer was stumbled upon by another, an intuitive program, initially created to investigate certain aspects of the human psyche. If I am the father of the Matrix, she would undoubtedly be its mother.
… As you adequately put, the problem is choice. But we already know what you are going to do, don't we? Already I can see the chain reaction: the chemical precursors that signal the onset of an emotion, designed specifically to overwhelm logic and reason. An emotion that is already blinding you to the simple and obvious truth: she is going to die and there is nothing you can do to stop it." 
("SHE" = "NEUROLOGICAL-APTITUDE/-CONNECTION") 
"'Hope'. It is the quintessential human delusion, simultaneously the source of your greatest strength, and your greatest weakness."
(--'The Matrix Reloaded')




P.S. "You KNOW I've ALWAYS wanted to PRETEND to be an 'ARCHITECT'!"
(--George, 'Seinfeld')

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