I'm ALWAYS "LEARNING", … & I WELCOME that IN-flow of KNOWLEDGE!

…
''If you succeed all the time then you never know what failure's really like,  … 
So it's learning from your mistakes and being able to not repeat 'em.''
((--PROSPECTIVE Minnesota Twins' (BASEBALL) center fielder, Aaron Hicks))

NOBODY is "PERFECT".  
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… 
WHEN--not "IF"--we err, 'tis 'MUY IMPORTANTE' to RECOGNIZE how, where & why we "MIS-calculated".

Despite my--KNOWINGLY/ADMITTEDLY--being QUITE stubborn, I'm also VERY understanding.  I KNOW I'm--SOMETIMES--fallible, ESPECIALLY in my CURRENT/TEMPORARY "situation".  
I'm "WORKING-ON" RE-developing my EMPATHY, so I can BETTER "FEEL" how MY actions MAKE others "FEEL".

(… 'Tis NOT that I'm a "DICK"/JERK!  I just KNOW/REALIZE that I doN'T make MANY SIGNIFICANT/"VERY NOTICEABLE" mistakes--ESPECIALLY in MATHEMATICS, so 'tis NOT very HIGH-UP on MY "To Do"-/"Bucket"-List.)

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…
When I DEVISE & DEMONSTRATE 'jiujitsu'-techniques, I ALWAYS make my techniques "HIGHLIGHT"/EMPHASIZE the areas at which I WISH/DREAM/PRAY/"AIM".
(… ONLY then, could the 'Karateka' have--SOMEWHAT of--an IDEA of "HOW I FEEL"!)

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… 
While SHOWING these/MY techniques, 'tis ONLY THEN that I agree-to/"echo" the words of BATMAN … in 'Batman Begins':

"It is NOT who I am 'UNDERNEATH', but what I DO … that 'DEFINES me'."

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…
I DESPISE too MANY "things".

(… "Justice is about harmony. Revenge is about you making 

yourself feel better, which is why we have an impartial 

system."--Rachel Dawes, 'Batman Begins')



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…
So, NO, I do NOT keep my "FACE/EYES BURIED in a book".  (… I'm just fuckin' NATURALLY WISE/KNOWLEDGEABLE.  I'm sorry I'm NOT sorry.)

But, "the MORE (RANDOM trivia) the MERRIER"!

(  Eunice: "Well, since we've already broken the fuck 

barrier, allow me to be blunt. It is because I'm so 

fucking smart that I make smart people feel like they 

are retarded."

--'Boondock Saints II: All Saints Day')




...

I doN'T have MUCH (limb-MOVEMENT/-FLEXIBILITY).

…

"But, sometimes, … NUTHIN' can be a pretty 'COOL' hand."

(--Luke, 'Cool Hand Luke')

I've gotta WORK with what I've GOT.

I can/must NOT … BLAME ANYONE--but MYSELF--for the--TEMPORARY--loss of my--once TREMENDOUS--legs' STRENGTH.
I MUST CONTINUE my PERILOUS, EXHAUSTING & (HOPEFULLY) INSPIRING "journey" to OVERCOME these--SEEMINGLY--"IN-surmountable" odds AGAINST me … in HOPES of RESTORING what I once HAD.

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Occasionally, when one of my caregivers MIS-understands my "SIGNALS"/"GESTURES", I WANNA say:
"Well, what we've got here is … a FAILURE to COMMUNICATE."
(--Prison-CAPTAIN, 'Cool Hand Luke')

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…
'Sen(tilde)or' LUKE ate

50 hard-boiled eggs in … ONE HOUR.
((… THAT's the consumption of ~ONE EGG every 72 seconds (= 1.2 minutes).))

During my fraternity-PLEDGING for my college-fraternity, I--among others--TRIED TO duplicate said FEAT/ACCOMPLISHMENT.

The BEST FIVE ""BALLZ-to the-WALL" Eaters" were chosen from my "class" of 22 dudes.
(… NATURALLY, I was ONE of the FIVE chosen.)
(… C'mon, this is/was an "Ivy League"-school--Penn, so the kids are "WICKED-SMAHT!"--Will's friend, 'Good Will Hunting')

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…

Of the five competitors, I "produced the BEST/TOP 'output'".
I consumed

44 hard-boiled eggs in ~58 minutes,
((… THAT's eating ONE EGG per ~1.32 minutes (~79 seconds).))

At THAT point, I HAD TO "pull the (PROVERBIAL) trigger", & MAKE MYSELF vomit, … 'cuz I KNEW ALOTTA alcohol-imbibing was NEXT--as USUAL.

(… I noticed a PATTERN.)

(… Nonetheless, sometimes--with ANYTHING, you've just gotta "SUCK … IT … UP".)

(… In THIS egg-eating instance, the slang-saying is a bit MORE LITERAL.)

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…
For the past couple weeks, I've REQUESTED that my "NeuroFit 360"-trainer CONCLUDE my workout(S) with some LEG-/"TRUNK"-stretching.
(… I believe it's REALLY … HELPING/WORKING!)

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…
Today, I did some NEW, BENEFICIAL & surprisingly pain-LESS "UPPER arm"- & "trunk"- stretching/extending techniques.
((… I SEMI-raised my LEFT arm/shoulder ~135 degrees ALONG/ABOVE the "vertical-plane"/"y-plane" ("my arms STRAIGHT along my sides").))

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…
I'm having some friends over tonight for "POKER-night", … since one guest is a PROFESSIONAL poker-player.
((I've GOT TO practice my FACIAL-stretching, so I can FURTHER develop "my P-P-POKER face"(--Lady Gaga).))




...

OCCASIONALLY, I feel like a DRAMATIC-interpretation of the film 'Eternal SUNSHINE of the Spotless Mind'.

…

Given my--TEMPORARY--LEG-disability AND my--CURRENT IN-ability to COGENTLY speak, I TEND TO be WARY of people's IGNORANCE.

So, I get particularly EXCITED, when GIRLS "shy-AWAY" from STUPIDITY.  INSTEAD, said "LACKERS of a 'Y-chromosome'" tend to ACTUALLY  "STIMULATE" 'A Beautiful Mind'.
((… 1) MINE!
2) GREAT movie!))

"Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who 

shows me the least bit of attention?"

(--Joel, 'ETERNAL Sunshine of the Spotless Mind')

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…

"I don't know! I DON'T KNOW! I'm lost! I'm scared! I 

feel like I'm disappearing! MY SKIN'S COMING OFF! 

I'M GETTING OLD! Nothing makes any sense to me! 

NOTHING MAKES ANY SENSE!"

(--Clementine, 'ETERNAL S. of the S.M.')


…

"I'm NOT 'CRAZY'!  My mother had me TESTED."

(--Dr. Sheldon Cooper, 'The Big Bang Theory')

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…

"On the FLIP-side", my mom ALSO had me tested for 

the "GIFTED"-program for students.

Now, I was ONLY ~4,018 DAYS "young" (~11 YEARS 

… PLUS three "Leap-Years").  But, MY "roots of 

MATHEMATICAL-excellence" had ALREADY "grown & 

blossomed" into--DARE I say--'A BEAUTIFUL Mind'!



ALAS, I "missed-out" on the "GIFTED"-program by a 

MERE … FIVE points!  

… LITTLE could/did that--STUPID--"test" 

predict/foresee that MY "REJECTED"-

INTELLIGENCE would LATER/SOON (~nine years 

later) be the VALEDICTORIAN of a VERY 

PRESTIGIOUS (academic) high school.



(… So, WHAT did WE LEARN?  

… SOME "tests" are pppuuurrreee … "SHIT"!)

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"I don't wanna grow-up.  I wanna be a ''Toys R' Us''-

KID!"


(… "Adults are, like, this mess of sadness and 

phobias."--'E.S. of the S.M.')


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…

I YEARN to S-SUH-ST-STA-STAMMER this out:

"I could die right now.  I'm just... happy. I've 

never felt that before. I'm just exactly where I want to 

be."

(--Joel, 'E.S. of the S.M.')

(… MINUS the whole "DYING"-thing)

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…

Today I ACTUALLY REMEMBERED/REALIZED that I 

had a very POSITIVE-effect on one--FANTASTIC--

'Sensei''s GREAT teaching-style:

He has the 'karateka' WARM-UP by doing ALOTTA 

various WRESTLING-techniques--that I SHOWED him 

7+YEARS ago!

(… "SPRAWLS", rolls, CONSTANT head-pressure)




...

"The Architect"(--The Matrix Reloaded')--of my BLOG--to ME:

…
"Ever had … that FEELING … where you doN'T know
if you're AWAKE … or still DREAMING?"
(--Morpheus, 'The Matrix')

(… Why, YYYEEESSS.  As I CONTINUE to--PHYSICALLY--IMPROVE, my "DREAMS"--of WALKING--are FURTHER "approaching" my "REALITY".)

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…
BLOG-Architect to/about ME:

"I understand you're a man who knows how to GET things."

ME: "I've been known to LOCATE certain things from time-to-time."

((--back-and-forth exchange between Andy (HIM) & Red (ME), 'The Shawshank Redemption'))

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…

CURRENTLY, I am--DESPERATELY, INTENTLY, EARNESTLY--searching for NEW-legs!
(… OR, I COULD just CONTINUE my REMARKABLE, UNPRECEDENTED "journey"/"WORK-ptoject" to DRAMATICALLY/MIRACULOUSLY "BETTER"/IMPROVE my CURRENT "DEAD-nerves"!)

(… I'm goin' with Choice B.)

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…

OVERALL, I'd say that my nightly-(LACK OF)activity is … DECENT.
My GOOD friend recently moved-IN with me.  He ENCOURAGES me to go OUT & be more ACTIVE/SOCIAL.
(… YAY!)

((… An INCREASED SOCIAL-life represents a "STEP in the right direction" (… No pun IN-tended.) toward a "RETURN to NORMALCY"(--U.S. Presidential-candidate Warren G. Harding, POST-World War I, in 1920).))

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…
What's "normal"?
(… EEEWWW!)

Well, MY "normal", PRE-accident behavior was/is VERY SOCIAL, HUMOROUS, ACTIVE, RESPECTFUL, "SMART-ALECKY" yet WISE.

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…
I STILL possess MANY (ALL) of these QUALITIES.
They're just more DIFFICULT to EXUDE/DISPLAY, 'cuz of my--CURRENT/TEMPORARY--IN-ability to COGENTLY "VERBALIZE"my thoughts, feelings & … SARCASTIC, WITTY JOKES.

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Although I struggled--AT FIRST--with this new "STANDING, weight-shifting, HIP-rotating"-exercise at my LEG-gym, after "STUDYING" my FEET & HIPS, I adjusted my weight-distribution & leaning to BETTER balance my POSTURE.

(… When I held/kept a VERY LONG blink, it was AS IF I was/were DREAMING I were GLIDING along on a "MAGIC … CARPET- … RIDE".  It was "a WHOLE NEW WORLD"!)
(--'Aladdin')

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…
I WORKED/EXERCISED with the "NeuroFit 360"-owner & THANKED/COMPLIMENTED him for his VERY ASTUTE/-INTUITIVE-"observation"/-recommendation that I LEAN & PUT PRESSURE ON/THROUGH my LEFT BIG TOE!

THIS--rather SIMPLE--tactic worked SURPRISINGLY, REPEATEDLY WELL, as I "WALKED" three laps of the ENTIRE facility!



...

"RESPECK my AU-THOR-IH-TAY!"

…
(--Eric Cartman, 'South Park')

So, I saw a shirt--from one of my FAVORITE films, 'The Boondock Saints', that made me CHUCKLE, 'cuz I can TOTALLY relate to the message.  It says:

"FUCK YOU.
I KNOW 'SHIT'."

((… With SO MANY IGNORANT members of "society" (Ha ha HA!  What an IRONIC term for PEOPLE's STUPIDITY!))
(… Well, it's SLANG, so "to EACH his OWN".)

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…

TODAY I had my "UPPER body"-workout.
Once in a while, (ACTUALLY, it happened THREE DIFFERENT/SEPARATE times.) my MANY muscles AND/or nerves IGNORE the "messages"/"instructions" from my BRAIN.
Thus, I HAD TO devise ALTERNATIVE-methods of COMPLETING the exercises.
(… Said workout-DEVIATIONS are a "REGULAR"/REPEATED Tuesday-"activity" of MINE.)

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…

"NO MATTER how MUCH you might 'FEED OFF' of NEGATIVITY,
a POSITIVE-message is ALWAYS 'strongER'.
I'm HABITUALLY-POSITIVE.
I TRY NOT to use ANGER as motivation."
(--SKILLED UFC fighter Urijah Faber)

((… Although tennis-LEGEND (& BAD-BOY) John McEnroe "CHANNELED" his ANGER/FRUSTRATION very well.))

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…
Alas!  I MUST "AIM to be" more "Johnny Mac"-esque!
(… NO MATTER how MUCH/OFTEN I tell SOME of the "TRAINING-staff" at my LEG-gym ("NeuroFit 360") the CONTRARY, they STILL seem to--"ABSENTMINDEDLY"--think that I'll "respond"/react/perform BETTER from "put-downs" and CRITICISM.

(… OOOHHH, quite 'CONTRARE', 'MUMFRARE'!)
INSULTS do NOT "fue/power me" to EXCEL!
'Tis quite the OPPOSITE!
DERISION ALREADY makes me feel "MENTALLY-defeated".  So, HOW could I POSSIBLY/LOGICALLY demonstrate MORE of an effort PHYSICALLY?!
(… It's a PSYCHOLOGICAL-thing.)

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My MAIN-nurse--of TWO--confirmed MY INSISTENT declaration that you (my OTHER nurse) do NOT "hafta WAIT a FULL-HOUR" between MY "feedings".  If I'm in A BIT of a "time-CRUNCH"---as I WAS this past Sunday, then "feed me" A LITTLE … BEFORE I depart & EXTRA … upon my RETURN.
(… It's NOT rocket-science.)

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…
I imagine ONE of my "JOBS" ("Business-OWNER/-MANAGER") would be SIGNIFICANTLY … MORE DIFFICULT, if I did NOT …

LACK empathy.

(… It's YET ANOTHER "psychological-consequence" of my accident.)

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…

"There's a FINE-line between 'WRONG' & 'VISIONARY'!
UNFORTUNATELY, you have to be a 'VISIONARY' to 'see' it."
(--DR. Sheldon Cooper, 'The Big Bang Theory')



...

Oh, WHY--per CHANCE--am I in QUITE a "CHIPPER" mood?!

… 
HHHMMM, let's "CALCULATE":

-- I slept VERY WELL last night.  'Tis NOT that I doN'T USUALLY sleep "SOUNDLY" (… What an AWKWARD "turn-of-phrase": IF there are many "SOUNDS", then your SLEEPING will likely "SUFFER".)
((… My "FRAGILE-mind" was CONFIDENTLY "put at EASE" last night.  Upon winning an Oscar last night, Graham Moore--the writer of 'The Imitation Game' (SPECTACULAR film!)--self-assuredly instructed the audience: 
"Stay WEIRD.  Stay DIFFERENT."
ME: "AY-AY, Captain!"))

-- (WARNING) I awoke SEMI-early this morning (@ ~5:50 am) to the "RUMBLING of my stomach".  Acting upon my CONTINUED/REPEATED "gastrointestinal-activity", I proceeded to "take a seat--OVER my 'PORCELAIN THRONE'" & "drop one of MY more SOLID (LITERALLY) DEUCES" in ~SEVEN YEARS.  I've GOTTA be EXCITED about a NON-medically-stimulated "Excremental-Evacuation"!
(… YAY for ANATOMICAL-/CHEMICAL-/BIOMEDICAL-science FINALLY "showing SIGNS" it can "CATCH-UP" to MY brain/mind!)
(… I doN'T mean to SEEM HAUGHTY, but "good LUCK!"
My Masterful Mind Methodically Meanders Miles Magically, Metaphorically & Majestically around Medical-Malarkey.)
(… "Alliteration aside."--'Peter Lafleur, 'Dodgeball')

-- … AFTER said "Fecal-Fun Frenzy", (A.J., STOP with the ALLITERATION!) I had a "STANDUP"-trek back to bed.  (… This time the "pun" WAS INtended.)

-- I made THREE "treks" to my toilet to urinate this morning--BEFORE my "Speech-Therapy" at NOON.  (NO "FALSE-starts"/"PHANTOM-urges"/"PSYCHE-outs" to FAKE me.  Also, the COLOR of my URINE was/is a YELLOWISH-clear.  Ergo, with NO/ZERO penile-pain, so I do NOT have any U.T.I.s.)

-- During my "Speech Therapy"-session from noon to ~1:00 pm, I ate--by MOUTH--COMPLETELY ALL (INCLUDING crumbs) of one scrambled egg, AND I WON in Scrabble--by THREE points.
(… During EVERY Scrabble-match, I VERBALIZE each & EVERY word played.)

-- As per EVERY MONDAY-evening/-night @ 9:00 pm, I watched a GREAT episode of 'Scorpion'!
(… Tonight I ventured-out to my living room to watch the show with my buddy.)




P.S. Regarding my Plethora/Plentitude of Positive Points-of-view & Alarmingly-Astounding And Awesome Accuracy of Alliteration, I'm sorry I'm NOT sorry.  


...

NO MATTER the circumstances, you/we/I HAFTA maintain HOPE!

…


"Where there is life, there is hope. Where there are hopes, there are dreams. Where there are vivid dreams repeated, they become goals. Goals become the action-plans and game-plans that winners dwell on in intricate detail, knowing that achievement is almost automatic when the goal becomes an inner commitment. The response to the challenges of life -- purpose -- is the healing balm that enables each of us to face up to adversity and strife."
(--Denis Watley, a popular sports-psychologist and lecturer)

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…

The INTRODUCTORY line is ALSO quoted by 

NOTEWORTHY (fellow-)disabled-GENIUS, Stephen 

Hawking, so I "hold it particularly-HIGH in regard"!

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…

I HAFTA see that "Stephen Hawking"-based film, 'The Theory 

of Everything'.

((… Technically, I KINDA … have formed MY OWN 

"theories" of (MOSTLY …) "Everything".))

(… "Ignorant"/"UN-informed" as I may be in/of MANY 

subjects/topics, I'm SURE I could/WILL "form" my 

GENERAL-opinion upon receiving an "OVERVIEW".)

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…

NOTE to SELF: Be SURE to read THIS little film-excerpt/-

critique--ALOUD--while I "STAND" next--to my 

PESSIMISTIC, DOUBTING/"HATING" EX-"doctors".

((… THEN, I'll EXPLAIN: "Now, IF I WERE a 'VEGETABLE', 

would I be able to (METAPHORICALLY) 'KICK ALL your 

ASSES' while BREAKING 'a GOOD #' of your 206 bones?!"

(MY ASIDE) "Do ANY of you UNDERSTAND the concept of 

'HYPOTHETICAL' & WHY the verb-tense MUST shift?"

(EERIE SILENCE)

ME (to MY REALLY DUMB, IGNORANT & PESSIMISTIC 

EX-"doctors"): "JEEZ, y'ALL are SO PATHETICALLY 

EMBARRASSING!"


(… Heavens, NO!  I am NOT "bitter" about their 

POSSIBLY/PROBABLY/DEFINITELY DE-creasing my life-

HAPPINESS/-EXPECTANCY!)


(… "My 'Spider-Sense' detects" … a HIGH-concentration of 

SARCASM.)

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…

On a NOT so CACOPHONOUS note, I traveled--WITH my 

BUDDY--OUT to a diner for "brunch".

It was LOVELY!

1) The company was GREAT!  My friend/"TEMPORARY 

housemate" & I met two of his friends.

2) I ordered "2 scrambled--'HARD'--eggs".  ALSO, I "SEMI-

snuck" NINE bites of some (TWO) "Strawberry Shortcake 

Pancakes" my friend ordered for the group … to SHARE.

(… SSSHHH!)


(… While "EATING", I DISTINCTLY/FIRMLY/CAREFULLY 

noted--to my friend:

"I just have to AVOID SLIPPERY & STICKY foods.")

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…

"There's NOTHING that caN'T be done."

(--McManus, 'The Usual Suspects')

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…

(… "MUCH to my CHAGRIN", NOT ALL aspects of "the 

game of 'LIFE''" CAN be "attacked"/"calculated"/"SOLVED" 

… MATHEMATICALLY,)

((… IF they WERE/COULD, I'd (STILL) be (metaphorically) 

takin' ASS & kickin' NAMES.  

(… SCRATCH that.  REVERSE it.)

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I am LIVING my "DRAMATIC-interpretation" of the 2006-film, 

'The Pursuit of HAPPYNESS'.

(… Only, I'm CORRECTLY spelling my GOAL--"E-V-E-R-L-

A-S-T-I-N-G H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S".)

(… But, THAT's just "ARTISTIC-freedom of expression".  So, 

''c'est la vie.'')

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…

"Hey.  DoN'T EVER let somebody tell you, 'You caN'T do 

something'--not even me.  ALRIGHT?  … If you want 

something, go GET it.  PERIOD."

(--Father, 'The Pursuit of HappYness')

…

"THIS part of my life … this part right HERE?  This is called 

'Being STUPID'."

(--Dad/Christopher Gardner-Father, 'The Pursuit of 

HappYness')

(… THIS quote APPLIES to/for my LAST … 2,422 DAYS of 

RECOVERY/REHABILITATION.)

(… THAT's ~6.5+ YEARS of "WORK" … withOUT a day-

OFF!)

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…

"You're ONLY given  a LITTLE 'SPARK of MADNESS' 

('CRAZINESS'/'EXTREME-HUMOR') in your life.  DoN'T 

LOSE it."

(--Robin Williams)


(… Personally, I use/NEED "MY OWN little 

'MADNESS'/HUMOR" to create a more POSITIVE-

atmosphere, THEREBY--indirectly--allowing ME to be more 

COMFORTABLE.)

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…

For ME-- 'Para MI':

(It's BASIC-arithmetic.)

COMEDY + (EFFORT multiplied by PI--'cuz I MUST HAVE 

"ballpoint-EFFICIENCY") + REPETITION + STAMINA + 

SUPPORT = ALOTTA "HOPE"



...

'Tis not a "JOB", if you ENJOY your "WORK".

…

CURRENTLY, I do NOT have a PAYING-"JOB".
(… I TEACH martial arts AND MATH-tutor … 'pro bono'--'por gratis'--'for FREE'.)

My MAIN "job"/"occupation" involves my--EVER-CONTINUING REHAB/RECOVERY. 
(… I get "PAID" via PSYCHOLOGICAL/NEUROLOGICAL/EMOTIONAL/MORAL "rewards"/triumphs.)

(… I'm PERFECTLY/COMPLETELY/TOTALLY "COOL" with this arrangement.)

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You have the ability to release the "mental-chains"

that are holding you back from your happiness.  


You doN'T "fight" for a NEW "system".  

You MERELY "create something" that makes the OLD 

"system" OBSOLETE.


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…
Speaking of "SYSTEMS", I CO-taught my NEWEST THREE 

'Jiujitsu'-techniques to the ADULTS'-class--which INCLUDED 

~a DOZEN BLACK belts--EARLY this afternoon.  


((… I--CURRENTLY,  have a first-degree BLACK BELT in 

ONE style of Karate ('Okinawan Shoreiryu'), a SECOND-

degree BLACK BELT in a DIFFERENT, SIMILAR 

"style"/"system" of Karate ('Okinawan Shuriryu') & a VERY 

HIGHLY-ranked/-regarded BROWN BELT in 'Jiujitsu' 

('GROUND-fighting').))


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…

Next, I MUST devise/design MORE … techniques!

(… It's TOUGH work to do: 

NOT ONLY do I LACK an

 "AT-HOME training-partner" ON WHOM I would PRACTICE 

my techniques, but I do NOT--CURRENTLY--have the limb-

movement OR -flexibility to "PERFORM" said techniques.)

(… Although, I DO practice THESE techniques on the 

Saturday BEFORE my TEACHING.)

(… ''C'est la vie.'')



(… Ergo, "PROPS" to ME … for VISUALIZING the 

techniques COMPLETELY "in my HEAD".)

((… PLUS, the fact that I'm a VERY "VISUAL-learner" makes 

MY technique-development … ~3.1415926535987 (= pi) … 

even MORE DIFFICULT.))


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…

ALAS!  

"Everything that has a BEGINNING … 

has an END."

(--The ORACLE, 'The Matrix')


With my CONTINUING PROGRESS, my "FOUR-eyes" 

(glasses) help me "SEE the LIGHT at the END of the 

TUNNEL".





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