… GOTTA … get … BACK in "the FLOW of the week"

…
It's TOUGH to "BALANCE my ("SMORGASBORD-of") EMOTIONS", & "PUT-on a HAPPY-face".
(… HHHMMM, I wonder IF I'm "MAN-struating".  … DAMNIT, where are my "MAN-pons"?!)

(… In lieu of my MOODINESS, I thought I'd REVISE a POPULAR-song to help y'ALL somewhat-RELATE-to my "emotional-TURMOIL".)


(ORIGINAL-song/INSPIRATION =
Britney Spears's 'Hit Me, Baby, One More Time':)

"Oh, baby, baby
Oh, baby, baby

Oh, baby, baby, how was I supposed to know
That something wasn't right here
Oh, baby, baby, I shouldn't have let you go
And now you're out of sight, yeah

Show me how you want it to be
Tell me, baby, 'cause I need to know now what we've got

My loneliness is killin' me       
(And I)
I must confess I still believe
(Still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

Oh, baby, baby, the reason I breathe is you 
Boy, you've got me blinded
Oh, pretty baby, there's nothin' that I wouldn't do
It's not the way I planned it

Show me how you want it to be
Tell me, baby, 'cause I need to know now what we've got

My loneliness is killing' me
(And I)
I must confess I still believe
(Still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

Oh Eh
Eh Yeah

Oh, baby, baby, how was I supposed to know
Oh, pretty baby, I shouldn't have let you go

I must confess that my loneliness
Is killing me now
Don't you know I still believe
That you will be here and give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

My loneliness is killin' me
(And I)
I must confess I still believe
(Still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
Give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time

(I must confess)
My loneliness is killin' me
(That my loneliness is killing me now)
I must confess I still believe
(Don't you know I still believe)

When I'm not with you I lose my mind
(That you will be here)
Give me a sign
Hit me, baby, one more time"

(… And, now, MINE … entitled ''Stand-Up, Baby, 'Cuz It's 

TIME''

(… BOTH--UN-fortunately--can APPLY to ME.)


"Oh, babies, babies.

Left AND Right.

Oh, once-GREAT legs, how was I supposed to KNOW

That my car-tires were ex-PIRED here?!
   
Oh, prized-legs, I shouldn't have let the mechanic GO.

And, now you just can't stand, NO.

Shooooowww me your glorious STRENGTH!


Oh, good legs, I shouldN'T have trusted HIM.

And, now your nerves are 'DEAD', NO!  (SIGH)

SSSHHHOOOOOOOWWW me a lit-tuhl MOVE-MENT!

Show me, leggies, 'cuz I need some HOPE to 'hold on-TO'!


Your LACK-of action DIS-cou-rah-jes ME!

(But, IIIIIII)

I must con-FESS … I still BELIEVE!

(Still BELIEVE)

When nothing moves, I lose my MIND.

Show me some MOOOOOVES!

Stand-UP, leggies, for ol' TIMES!

Oh, LEGGIES, leggies, you're WHY I continue-ON!


Nerves, you've got me DOUBTIN'!

Oh, dear leggies, there's nothin' that I wouldN'T DOOO!

I've given-up A LOT for YOU.

Show me that you STILL-want to WALK!

Show me, leggies, 'cuz I need-to see now my pray-GRESS!


Your LACK-of action DIS-cou-rah-jes ME!

(But, IIIIIII!)

I must con-FESS … I still BELIEVE!


(Still BUH-LEEVE!)

When nothing moves, I lose my MIND.


Show me some MOOOOOVES!

Stand-Up, Baby, 'Cuz It's TIME!

Oh, EH!

Eh, YEAH!

Oh, LEGGIES, leggies, you HAFTA keep givin' me HOPE!

Oh, injured leggies, I can-NOT give-UP on YOU!

I must con-FESS that your IN-ACTIVITY

Is ''bringin' me DOWN'!

Alas, I MUST still-BELIEVE ...

That my NERVES'll RE-build, & give me a 'SIGN'!

Stand-UP, leggies, 'cuz it's TIME!

(And, IIIII!)

I MUST con-FESS … I still BUH-LEEVE!

(Still BELIEVE!)

When there's no movement, I 'lose my MIND'!

Give me a 'SIIIGN'!

Stand-UP, leggies, 'cuz it's TIME!

(I must con-FESS)

Your IN-activity's DIS-couragin' ME!

('Tis DIS-couragin' me NOW!)

I must con-FESS … I still buh-LEEVE!

(I've GOTTA BUH-LEEVE!)

With no-activity, I 'lose my MIND'!

(… That I MIGHT-NOT WALK)

Show me your MOOOVES!

Stand-UP, leggies, 'cuz it's TIIIIIME!"

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…

Well, I was PREPPED & READY to CONTINUE YET-

ANOTHER WEEK (of the ~387.14 weeks since my accident) 

of MY "SPEECH-Therapy".  But, my "Therapist" CALLED-in 

& POSTPONED.  

Aaahhh, ''c'est la vie''.

(… At LEAST she CALLED … to INFORM-me.

"'COMMUNICATION' is … KEY.") 

…

My MAIN-nurse WATCHED me "pain-LESS-ly WALK" this 

morning … & COMPLIMENTED my "weight-SHIFTING" & 

(SLOW) "CONTROLLED-sitting". 

(… 'Tis ACTUALLY IRONICALLY-/STRANGELY-GOOD that 

I HURT my HIP, 'cuz it FORCES me to BETTER-conduct my 

"BIO-physical approaches to EVERYDAY-tasks".)

… 

A GREAT-way to com-BAT depression/sadness is "to 

WATCH a COMEDIC-film!  

(… So, I watched 'High Fidelity', … which I--STRANGELY--

kinda RIH-lated to!)

(… SHORTLY-thereafter, I caught the BEGINNING of 'A 

Million Ways to Die in the West' … before LEAVING-for the 

GYM.)

(… AFTER my workout, I watched 'Good Will Hunting' … yet-

AGAIN!)

… YAY!  GREAT-/PROMISING-/ENCOURAGING-"TRIAL"!

In lieu of my "SPEECH-Therapist"'s POSTPONING TODAY's 

session 'til TOMORROW, I "ATE"--by MOUTH--two 

scrambled eggs.  Now, I've INSTRUCTED my Caregiver to 

cook my eggs … WITH EITHER extra-SALT OR extra-

PEPPER … with-OUT telling me WHICH he added … in 

HOPES that I could TASTE the DIFFERENCE.  

… Well, SURE-ENOUGH, I CORRECTLY-"DETECTED" 

some "EXTRA-SALT" in the eggs!

(… Granted, I didN'T "TASTE" it.  But, it's SALT, for 

GOODNESS-sake!  It doesN'T have a "TASTE"!  It has a 

"SENSORY-PERCEPTION".)

… I could FEEL my SIDE-"tastebuds" "TINGLE" from 

the SALT!

NOICE!

… "A 'REAL-HERO' NEVER stops-TRYING!"

(--'Supergirl')


… Regarding my WALKING, 

"I'm like a 'COLD-SORE': You never-know WHEN I'll be 

BACK."

(--Ray, 'Scorpion')

… I DEMONSTRATED further-"DEVELOPMENT" … at my 

GYM … NOT by "kinetic-/exercise-'WORK'", but by 

ACTUALLY "WRITING-out" my email-address to give to a 

TRAINER … per HER-request.

(… SCORE!)

(… 'Tis JUST a FRIEND-ship!)

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