I've GOTTA "SUCK ... it ... UP"!

... 


'Hello'
(by Sugarbomb)

"I feel so peculiar I don't know what to say
But don't let me fool you I'm not one bit afraid, no way

One things for sure
What I would give to simply open my door
And see your smiling face

(chorus:) Hello hello wont you come right in
I'd give anything just to see you again
Hello hello wont you come right in
Step into my world where you know your everything
Everything I need

I'm suddenly hopeful whenever you're in sight, that's right
I talk about you all day whisper your name at night, that's right

Whatever you need
What I would give if you should ask it of me
To make you feel complete

Chorus

I could go on and on and on
Do it again again again
Whisper your name your name your name
Would you do the same for me

I feel so peculiar I don't know what to say

Chorus

Everything
Where you know you're everything
Everything
I feel so peculiar
You know I feel so peculiar
You know I feel so strange"


... Nonetheless, my VERY-WISE 'rents "TAUGHT me" to (METAPHORICALLY) "SUCK it UP" & "hold my head HIGH"!


(... MY-version/revision/edition, entitled:
''Sup?!'':

"I feel kinda-AWK-WARD: I doN'T know what to DO.
(SNIFFLE)
But, doN'T give me your PIH-tee, 'cuz I'm STILL smartER than YOU.

So, I doN'T show e-MOTIONS.
'Tis NOT as if I'm JUST ''goin' through the MOTIONS'.
I just keep 'em IN-ter-NAL. 

(Chorus:) 'Sup, 'SUP?!  WoN'T you talk-TO ME?!
I'd give eh-nee-THING just to stand & walk ah-GHEN.
'Sup, 'SUP?!  WoN'T you talk-TO ME?!
If-only these nerves would RE-AK-tih-VATE! RE-AK-tih-VATE!I've been EN-couraged lately, 'cuz I'm 'BEATING me FEAR', ya HEAR?!
I'm STANDIN' so much, that my RIGHT-quad begins to 'SEAR', ya hear?!

How-EVER I'll HELP!
I'd do EH-nee-THING to see some LEG-STRENGTH
... As a nice 'pick-me-UP'!

(Chorus)

I try again & again & AH-GHEHN.
... NOTHING again, again, AH-GHEN!
Show me some 'UMPF', some 'UMPF', some 'UMPF'.
Could you gather MORE-MUSCLES?!

I feel kinda-AWK-WARD: I doN'T know what to DO.

(Chorus)

'Messages'.
FROM my brain 'tell' ... EVERYTHING!
'MESSAGES'!

I feel kinda-AWK-WARD!
Ya know I feel kinda-awkward.
Ya know I'm 'OUT-of-PLACE'."

'Mama Said'

(by The Shirelles)

"Mama said there'll be days like this,

There'll be days like this Mama said

(Mama said, mama said)

Mama said there'll be days like this,

There'll be days like this my Mama said

(Mama said, mama said)

I went walking the other day,

Everything was going fine,

I met a little boy named Billy Joe

And then I almost lost my mind

Mama said there'll be days like this,

There'll be days like this Mama said

(Mama said, mama said)

Mama said there'll be days like this,

There'll be days like this my Mama said

My eyes are wide open

But all that I can see is,

chapel bells are callin for everyone but-a me

but I don't worry cause

Mama said there'll be days like this,

There'll be days like this Mama said

(Mama said, mama said)    

Mama said there'll be days like this,

There'll be days like this my Mama said

And then she said someone will look at me

like I'm looking at you one day,

then I might find

I don't want it any old way,

so I don't worry cause

Mama said there'll be days like this,

There'll be days like this Mama said

(Mama said, mama said)

Mama said there'll be days like this,

There'll be days like this my Mama said

Mama said, mama said

Hey! Don't you worry,

Mama said mama said

Hey! Don't you worry now.

Mama said mama said,

Hey! Hey!"



(MY version/edition/rendition:
'My Brain SENSED':

"My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
(My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.)
My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
(My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.)

I went-to 'Karate' on THURSDAY.
Professor had my 'Shodan'-test on DVD.
He said that he'd set-up an OUTING,
So, we can analyze the mistakes we SEE.  

My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
(My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.)

My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
My limbs are well-RESTED.
But, my LEG-nerves are 'kai-put'.
I YEARN to WALK ... like EVERYONE but-ah ME!
But, I doN'T worry, 'CUZ

My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.

There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
(My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.)

My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
Then, it 'WILLED' my LEGS to 'hold-me-UP',
As I held my walker for suh-PORT.
... But, I shaN'T FALL!
I mustN'T 'give-UP' on my-SELF!

My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
(My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.)

My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.

And, then my LEG-muscles TWITCHED, as-IF to SAY,
''You've GOTTA be-PATIENT, & give-me TIME!''
So, BACK-to MATH!  
I NEED ways to occupy-TIME.
But, I doN'T worry, 'CUZ 

My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
(My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.)

My-BRAIN sensed there'd be 'RIFTS' like THIS.
There'd be 'RIFTS' like this ... my-brain SENSED.
My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.

My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.
'Hey!  Be PAY-shent!'
My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.
'Hey!  Be PAY-shent!'
My-brain SENSED.  My-brain sensed.
'Hey, HEY!'"



-- "SOME people LEARN to LOSE.  
... OTHERS LOSE, but still LEARN."
(--Former U.F.C.-legend, Georges St. Pierre)(... I would be one of the LATTER:
... I "TRIAL & ERROR", ... "LEARN from my MISTAKES", ... "APPLY-corrections" & ... "CONTINUE to SUCCESS".)


-- FYI: 

People (LADIES) should be (GET) familiar with my charity:
'ORGASMS for OLD-People'.

((... My PREVIOUS-gf was (1 ... 2 ... Carry the 1.) 3 years my ELDER.))

-- "Ya know, 'HOPE' is a MISTAKE.

... If you caN'T fix what's BROKEN, it'll 'drive-you INSANE."

(--Max, 'Mad Max:Fury Road')

(... I KINDA DIS-agree with the ABOVE-statement.  

... As a BioMEDICAL Engineer, I'll ADMIT that 'tIS QUITE-frustrating that I caN'T DESIGN ALTERNATIVE-BioTECHNICAL-LEGS.  ... But, LITERALLY, I'm ALREADY "NEUROLOGICALLY-UNFIT".  So, HOW could I become MORE-"NUTZ"?!    


-- NOW, I've GOTTA-watch the NBA-All Star FESTIVITIES!

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