Monday, May 16, 2016

... IS it ODD/WEIRD/STRANGE/SELFISH that my DESIRES have ... IN-creased?!

... 
'All the Small Things'
(by Blink 182)



"All the small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take one lift
Your ride best trip

Always I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating

Say it ain't so,
I will not go,
Turn the lights off,
Carry me home

Na, na...

Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs,
Surprises, let me know she cares

Say it ain't so,
I will not go,
Turn the lights off,
Carry me home

Na, na...

Say it ain't so,
I will not go,
Turn the lights off,
Carry me home

Keep your head still,
I'll be your thrill,
The night will go on,
My little windmill

Say it ain't so,
I will not go,
Turn the lights off,
Carry me home

Keep your head still,
I'll be your thrill,
The night will go on,
The night will go on,
My little windmill"

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... 
(MY version/edition/revision/rendition--about ME ... in THIRD-person:)
'He Wants New-LEGS'



"He WANTS ... new-LEGS.
He 'PLEADS'.  He 'BEGS'.
He takes ... SOME STEPS,
... Balanced.  'EE-ZEE'. 

ALL-WAYS ... he THINKS.
... 'NO-legs', ... that STINKS!
BLOGGING.  ... 'WALKING'.  ... TRYING to-be TALKING.

Wish he had a JET.
Please do-NOT FRET.
DoN'T step 'pigeon-TOED'.
Please be STAY-BUHL.

NA, na-NA, NA-na, NA, NA, na-NA 

RE-lax, ... in BED.
He's tired.  He's SAID.
He'll STRRRETCH & bend for an ITCH.
He keeps his HOPE, 'cuz he got a TWITCH.


Wish he had a JET.     
Please do-NOT FRET.
DoN'T step 'pigeon-TOED'.
Please be STAY-BUHL.

NA, na-NA, NA-na, NA, NA, na-NA 


Wish he had a JET.     
Please do-NOT FRET.
DoN'T step 'pigeon-TOED'.
Please be STAY-BUHL. 

He'll KEEP his 'WILL' STRONG.
... It's been so damn-LONG. 
The NERVES will RE-BUILD.
He KNOWS he aiN'T WRONG.


Wish he had a JET.  
Please do-NOT FRET.
DoN'T step 'pigeon-TOED'.
Please be STAY-BUHL. 

He'll KEEP his 'WILL' STRONG.
... It's been so damn-LONG. 
The NERVES will RE-BUILD.
The NERVES will RE-BUILD.
... He KNOWS ... he aiN'T ... 
WRONG."
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"In 2013, University of Pennsyvania psychologist Angela Duckworth won a MacArthur "genius" grant for her uncovering of a powerful, success-driving personality trait called ... 'GRIT'."
(--Rachel Gillett & Drake Baer, 'Science says parents of SUCCESSFUL kids have these 13 things in common', 'Tech Innovation -- Insider')
... Go, QUAKERS!
"Rep-REE-ZENT!"
(... She--AT Penn--"CREATED" "grit".  ... I--a Penn-GRAD--APPLY/EXEMPLIFY "grit".)
(... Is THAT "IRONY?  ... OR, is it just "WELL-timed APPLICATIONS ... by 'SMAH-TEES'"?!)


-- (AUDIBLE-sigh)
AGAIN, ... it "PAINS-me" to REALIZE that my ACCIDENT "DIMINISHED MY 'HERCULEAN' MENTAL-STRENGTH"  FAR-MORE than I originally-"GUESS-timated". 
... SADLY, I REALLY-doN'T think I'm READY for an INTENSE-RETURN* to GRADUATE-school classes.

... I'm "LEANING-toward" FURTHER-postponing my RE-entry into "ACADEMIA".  ... I UNDER-estimated the NEGATIVE-effect of my "Traumatic Brain-Injury" on my MENTAL-/ACADEMIC-/LOGISTICAL-capabilities.
(... SHUCKS!)


-- CONTRARY-to POPULAR (ERRONEOUS)-belief, my USUAL-CORRECT-ness does-NOT make me "FULL of MYSELF.  
... I shall-NOT BRAG that I'm smartER than anyone-ELSE.
... "To EACH ... his OWN."
... I.e. PERSONALLY, MY "areaS of EXPERTISE" are--
NOW--MATH, WRESTLING & MOVIES.  PRE-accident, I WAS MORE of an ALL-around/MULTI-faceted "TRIVIA-'threat'", ... knowing ALL-"ACADEMIC-subjects", ALL-SPORTS, CINEMATOGRAPHY, BOOKS, GAMES, etc.

... "Now, ... I consider myself a 'RATIONAL-man'--a 'man of SCIENCE'.  ... But, I feel like a CHILD!"
(--Psychologist. 'Phenomenon') 




KEY
* = The COMBINATION of MY "SHITTY-memory", the TEACHER'S LACK-of SYMPATHY/UNDERSTANDING & MY-OWN IN-ability to "take/WRITE MY-type of NOTES" REALLY-FRUSTRATES &-DEMORALIZES me!


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