"When you woke up this morning, … was IT still there? The SADNESS?!"
((--Elijah (My Neural-Psychotherapist) to David (ME), 'Unbreakable'))
… Oh, it's DEFINITELY still THERE. But, I HAFTA utilize my MANY "COPING-skills" to PREVENT my EVER-pondering BRAIN from DWELLING on the BAD-stuff.
… I create MATH-problems, 'cuz "Numbers RELAX (me)."(--My Neural-Psychotherapist)
((… E.g. "What's the SUM of the FIRST NINE PRIME #s?"
… Then, SUBTRACT (the CUBE of "a FEW").
… FINALLY, how AMAZING is THAT number?!))
… I design/create 'jujitsu'-techniques to CO-teach.
… I watch ALOTTA SPORTS & MOVIES.
((… I've LONG had a VERY-HIGH "pain-TOLERANCE". It STARTED with my Karate-training (Age 7 to PRESENT-day), CONTINUED via my WRESTLING (Age 14 to Age 22) & is REALLY "TESTED" with my CURRENT injurIES (EVERY SINGLE DAY since my INFAMOUS, CATASTROPHIC, SEVERELY life-ALTERING/-DETERIORATING accident
--2,530 days ago).))
… Nevertheless, I PERSEVERE.
(… "WHY?!" Y'ALL ask. "We are ALL here to DO what we're all here to do."--The ORACLE to Neo, 'The Matrix')
…
My Neural-PsychoTherapist to ME:
"You know what the SCARIEST thing is … 'I IMAGINE'?
To NOT KNOW your 'place' in this world, … to NOT KNOW WHY you're here. That 'MUST BE' just an AWFUL feeling!"
My response: "I ALMOST gave-up HOPE. There were so many times I QUESTIONED myself."
… My mom--to my MANY "DOUBTING EX-doctors"--
about my CURRENT Neural-PsychoTherapist & ME:
"They say this one has a SURPRISE-ending."
(ME to y'ALL:)
"Are you READY for the TRUTH?!"
SAD, if this doesN'T work-out the way I THINK."
((… MATH-ANSWER(S):
2 + 3 + 5 + 7 + 11 + 13 + 17 + 19 + 23 = 100
… 'Tis the BEST numeral, 'cuz …
"73" is the 21st prime number, and its "mirror"--"37"
--is the 12th prime #, whose "mirror"--21--is the
product of … "7" & "3". … In BINARY-form, "73" is
written as "1001001", which is a "PALINDROME".))
P.S. ALL quotes were taken from the GREAT film,
'Unbreakable' … UNLESS specified/noted.
P.P.S. I have ENTIRELY TOO MUCH "FREE-/SPARE-
TIME"! … PLUS, I'm VERY PROUD to STILL BE a
NERD!
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