Saturday, June 11, 2016

"What-IF ... we WOKE-UP one day, ... & everything just-STOPPED going-WRONG?"

... "NO-MORE 'accidents'.  ... NO-MORE [deadened nerves]. ... NO-MORE emergencies.  ... NO-MORE bad ... ANYTHING.  ... But, in a world where things STOP going-WRONG, ... 'WHERE' would [A.J. Kaynatma] be?"

... Right-HERE ... to HELP-with [SELF-trust].  ... HERE ... for that 'FIRST-[SOLO-step]'* ... & HERE ... for 'NEW-beginnings'.  
... 'Cuz in a world where NOTHING went-WRONG, ... [I'd] STILL-be ... right-'HERE' [METAPHORICALLY], ... 'helping LIFE ... go COMPLETELY- ... RIGHT' [through HOPE, DETERMINATION & PERSEVERANCE]."
(--'State Farm'-commercial)

... APPLIED "HEALTH-/LIFE-Insurance"-principle:
"When plans go-AWRY, 'COMBAT' VICES with THIS ...
biological-/mathematical-/psychological-equation:

"HOPE + DETERMINATION --> (LEADS-to) PERSEVERANCE --> (when HABITUALLY-REPEATED) (... LEADS-to) EVENTUAL-SUCCESS"


-- (WARNING) So, I awoke EARLY this morning ... even-for ME ... at ~1:45 ... PACIFIC Standard-Time (~4:45 am EST) to my "Urinary-'ALARM Clock'"**.  ... But, WAIT!  ... Upon getting-READY-/-PREPPED-STAND & "WALK"*** to my "URINARY-recepticle", I REALIZED that my "stomach was RUMBLING" for a "#2" ... NOT a "#1".  So, I "signaled" ... my "lavatorial-intentions" to my Caregiver & SAT-in/-on my "toilet-chair" ... for my IMPENDING "'Rectal-RELEASE' of "SEMI-solid" "WASTE" ... PRE-"breakfast".


-- I CONTINUED my "UPPITY-attitude" with/in the FINAL-revisions of/to my "PERSEVERANCE"-speech ... for the ADULTS' Karate-class TODAY.

... GREAT-reception from the 'Karateka'!  (... I'd say I KNEW ~70% of 'em from BEFORE my "HIATUS".)

... The visual-"IMPACT" that I've HAD on MOST of the "Martial Arts"-students ... AND the FACT that THIS-song came-ON the car-radio after class ... kinda-INSPIRED me to REVISE SAID-"song".
Ergo, ... 

"How To Save A Life"

(by The FRAY)

"Step one, you say, "We need to talk."
He walks, you say, "Sit down. It's just a talk."
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
'Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
Pray to God, he hears you
And I pray to God, he hears you

And where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life    

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life       

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

How to save a life"

'HOW-to INSPIRE Lives'
(by ME)


"SADLY, first, I HAD-to 'take a SPILL'.
There was so-MUCH blood, ... a cauldron I could FILL.
I 'WOKE-from' NOT just coma number-ONE.
... But, being unconscious was just so-MUCH FUN
... That I thought I'd try a 'Round-TWO'****!
When I FIRST-awake now, I yell 'BOO!'
... Though no-one's 'ah-ROUND',
I still-like to-be WEIRD, & make a SOUND.

HOW did I 'earn' 'THIS'?!  I 'LOST' my LEGS!
... They're progressing, 'cuz they 'FEEL' my-BEGS'!
Nonetheless, I must CONTINUE-to in-SPIRE!
... 'Tis hard-WORK!  ... So, I DO per-SPIRE.

I WILL-walk ... in ALL due-TIME!
... Be patient ... in ALL due-TIME!
TRY-to out-SMART MY math-MIND.
... But, doN'T TRY-to get me 'SINE'd*****!
Inspect YOUR-life for ALL that is WRONG.
Then, read my blog, 'cuz my-words may help ... in a SONG!
... 'DEE-TER-MIH-NAY-SHEN'!
... I WILL-walk as 'SAL-YOO-TAY-SHEN'!

... And, HOW did I 'earn' 'THIS'?!  I 'LOST' my LEGS!
... They're progressing, 'cuz they 'FEEL' my-BEGS'!
Nonetheless, I must CONTINUE-to in-SPIRE!
... 'Tis hard-WORK!  ... So, I DO per-SPIRE.  

I'm SLOWLY RE-gaining VOICE.
... YAY!  I can-explain the LOGIC of my-CHOICE!
It SEEMS-like I 'WALK' with a BIG-'LOAD',
... 'Cuz my NERVES kinda 'DIED'.  My LEFT-leg 'fah-LOHD'.
I can-DO ONE of TWO-THINGS:
... KEEP-writing songs, 'til 'someone'****** SINGS,
Or I'll LOSE all-HOPE & just-QUIT.
And, then I'd HATE WHY I just-SIT!

HOW did I 'earn' 'THIS'?!  I 'LOST' my LEGS!
... They're progressing, 'cuz they 'FEEL' my-BEGS'!
Nonetheless, I must CONTINUE-to in-SPIRE!
... 'Tis hard-WORK!  ... So, I DO per-SPIRE.

HOW did I 'earn' 'THIS'?!  I 'LOST' my LEGS!
... They're progressing, 'cuz they 'FEEL' my-BEGS'!
Nonetheless, I must CONTINUE-to in-SPIRE!

... 'Tis hard-WORK!  ... So, I DO per-SPIRE.

... So, I DO per-SPIRE.

... So, I DO PER-SPIRE!

HOW did I 'earn' 'THIS'?!  I 'LOST' my LEGS!
... They're progressing, 'cuz they 'FEEL' my-BEGS'!
Nonetheless, I must CONTINUE-to in-SPIRE!


... 'Tis hard-WORK!  ... So, I DO per-SPIRE.

HOW did I 'earn' 'THIS'?!  I 'LOST' my LEGS!
... They're progressing, 'cuz they 'FEEL' my-BEGS'!
Nonetheless, I must CONTINUE-to in-SPIRE!


... 'Tis hard-WORK!  ... So, I DO per-SPIRE.
So, I DO per-SPIRE.

... So, ... I ... DO per-SPIRE!"


-- I CONTINUED my GOOD-mood/-day LATE by scoring-WELL on my "QUIZ", FINISHING my song-REVISION & ENJOYING an 'SNL'-rerun!






KEY  
* = I TRIED ... SOLO-"WALKING" this morning.  ... BUT!  ... 'Twas too-MUCH ... too-SOON.  So, I SAT-DOWN. 

** = RELAX!  'Tis JUST the biochemical-URGE to "RELIEVE the GROWING URINARY-pressure developing-IN one's BLADDER" ... NOT a "Urinary-Tract Infection".  

*** = I've GOTTA-keep TRYING-to "WALK"!  ... HOW will I KNOW ... WHEN my hip's ALRIGHT, if I doN'T CONTINUE-to "TEST it"?!

**** = Yeah, (AUDIBLE-sigh) I was in TWO DIFFERENT/SEPARATE comas.  

***** = "Sine" --> "'OPPOSITE side-length'/HYPOTENUSE-length" in a "RIGHT triangle"

****** = She KNOWS WHO she IS, ... Ms. NeuralPsychoTherapist!


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