Monday, August 31, 2015

"… To LIFE, LIBERTY & the PURSUIT of HAPPINESS"

… (--Declaration of Independence)

From NOW on, whenever I "CHEERS" glasses for a "TOAST", I shall "wish BETTER-accumulation of 'MENTAL-STRENGTH'" … a la 'LUCY':

"To KNOWLEDGE." (clink)


"IF you wanna FEEL-better, take a PILL.
… IF you wanna FIX-it, 'face the TRUTH'."
(--'NUMB3RS')
(… I COULD "take-the-

"LEARN from the MISTAKES of OTHERS.
You caN'T live LONG-enough to make them-ALL YOURSELF."
(--Eleanor Roosevelt)
((… I've noticed that since I can no longer TALK … as MUCH, I've become more OBSERVANT, … ASTUTE … & INSIGHTFUL.
… NO, I am NOT implying that I've become more JUDGMENTAL!
(… ALTHOUGH, I kinda HAFTA "judge" people … for MY-OWN--CURRENT--SAFETY & WELL-BEING.)
(… I STILL PREFER to let people's ACTIONS determine their "WORTH".  … Just, NOW, I have "far-LESS" PATIENCE to give additional-"CHANCES".)

… EVERYONE makes MISTAKES.
"FORGIVE them, … EVEN if they're NOT sorry.
(… THIS DELIBERATE-omission--by YOU--HELPS you … to MAINTAIN your "SANITY".)

Cultivate the habit of being grateful for every good thing that 

comes to you, and to give thanks continuously. And because 

all things have contributed to your advancement, you should 

include all things in your gratitude. ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson.


ME--to my staff at a meeting: "Ignorance brings CHAOS, 


not knowledge."

(… "Ignorance" means "NOT-knowing", NOT "STUPIDITY" … 
… as MANY people INCORRECTLY think.  … Ergo, ask

ALOTTA questions!  … THAT's what I "tell" my 

Karate-/Jujitsu-students about my TECHNIQUES.)

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(This is "ONE way to look at" the "bare-essentials" of LIFE:)

My Blog-CREATOR--to ME: "We've codified our existence to 

bring it down to human- size, to make it comprehensible, 

we've created a scale so we can forget its unfathomable 

scale.

... Humans consider themselves unique so they've rooted 

there whole theory of existence on their uniqueness. One is 

their unit of measure, but it's not. All social systems we've 

put into place are a mere sketch. One plus one equals two. 

That's all we've learned, but one plus one has never equaled 

two. There are, in fact, no numbers and no letters. We've

 codified our existence to bring it down to human size to 

make it comprehensible. We've created a scale so that we 

can forget its unfathomable scale."

(--Lucy, 'Lucy')

MY response: "HHHMMM.  It seems like SOMEONE is STILL-upset over MY earning a PERFECT MATH SAT-score to HIS receiving a PERFECT VERBAL SAT-score!"


Yes, I DID win an EXORBITANT-amount of 'PARA' (Turkish 

for 'MONEY') from my lawsuit-VICTORY over the 

NEGLIGENT tire-company.  But, I am "WAY-MORE 

concerned with MY "TUMULTUOUS" yet "REWARDING" 

QUEST for PHYSICAL-SUCCESS!  … SADLY, MY UN-

selfish "way of THINKING" is RARE.)

"We humans are more concerned with 

HAVING than with BEING."

(--Professor Norman, 'Lucy')


My housemate--to ME: "For primitive beings like us, life 


seems to have only one single purpose: gaining time. And, it 

is going through time that seems to be also the only real 

purpose of each of the cells in our bodies. To achieve that 

aim, the mass of the cells that make up earthworms and 

human beings has only two solutions: Be immortal, or to 

reproduce. 

… If its habitat is not sufficiently-favorable or nurturing, the 

cell will choose immortality. In other words, self-sufficiency 

and self-management. On the other hand, if the habitat is 

favorable, they will choose to reproduce. That way, when 

they die, they hand down essential information and 

knowledge to the next cell. Which hands it down to the next 

cell and so on. Thus knowledge and learning are handed 

down through time."

(--Professor Norman, 'Lucy')

MY response: "Since I'd consider my LEGS as PART-of MY 'habitat', I'd DEFINITELY-say that 'tis 'NOT sufficiently-favorable'.  … Can I get an 'AMEN!'?"

My housemate: "AMEN!"

ME: (HALF-mocking) "WAY to be a 'YES-man'!  … But, I APPRECIATE the SUPPORT.  … FURTHERMORE, since I can-NOT & desire-NOT to seek-IMMORTALITY, … I HAFTA 'reproduce'.  Ergo, … 'GIRLS-night'!"



My INTERNAL-monologue:
"LIFE was given to … 'US' … a billion years ago.  Now you know what YOU can do with it."
(--CONCLUDING lines of 'Lucy')



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Sunday, August 30, 2015

"Go with your GUT!"

… (METAPHORICALLY)
(…HONESTLY, PRE-accident, I took-PRIDE in the FACT that I had a "4-pack", … while I STILL ENJOYED FREQUENTLY "chillin'"/"hangin'" w/ my PALS & being SUPER-social … AND bein'  VERY-ACTIVE in my MARTIAL ARTS.)

Don't confuse poor decision-making or errors in judgement 

with destiny. Own your mistakes. It’s ok; we all make them. 

LEARN from them, so they can "EMPOWER" you..!



"'Failure' is NOT a SINGLE, cataclysmic event.  You doN'T 

'fail' OVERNIGHT.  

… 

Instead,'FAILURE' is a FEW ERRORS in judgment, 

REPEATED every day."

(--Jim Rohn)




So, "the jury's BACK … WITH the VERDICT".  

This morning I watched the SYMBOLIC-film of my REHAB, 

ATHLETIC-VENTURES, "JOURNEY" & … "LIFE":



'VISION QUEST'.



(… My "DEAD" LEG-nerves play the part of HERALDED, 

PREVIOUSLY-UNdefeated WRESTLER Ryan Schute.  The 

protagonist, Louden Swain--ME--ULTIMATELY defeats his 

STAR-opponent to CONCLUDE the film.)



… 

NOT to BRAG, … but I WILL:

(… I PRIDE-myself on MY academic-/intellectual-

EXCELLENCE.  So, isN'T it A BIT ODD/STRANGE that …)

1) I actually REMEMBER (YAY!) my cumulative high school 

GPA was a "SPARKLING" 4.7613.

(WHAT can I say?!  I KNOW & RESPECT … the "POWER" 

of NUMBERS.  ('NUMB3RS' was a PHENOMENAL TV-

show!)

2) I did NOT receive/earn a 'B' on a school-"REPORT CARD" 

'til my freshman year of COLLEGE.  ("THANK YOU, 'IVY 

LEAGUE'-'University of Pennsylvania'!)

(… Did y'all DE-tect the SARCASM?!)

3) The difference--in YEARS--between my youngER brother & I (2) "raised to the power of the TOTAL # of my parents' offspring (3)" = the difference--in YEARS--between my parents' ELDEST child (ME) & their YOUNGEST (my sister) 
= 2^(3rd) = 8


"'OPTIMISM' is the FAITH that leads to ACHIEVEMENT.  

NOTHING can be done withOUT HOPE & CONFIDENCE."

(--Helen Keller)


I "conducted" TWO interviews this afternoon, & I have TWO 

MORE scheduled for 'man(tilde)ana por la man(tilde)ana'.  

These FOUR guests are TRYING-to "fill a spot/position 

RECENTLY-vacated" by a FORMERLY-fun, NOW-

disappointing EX-caregiver … who INEXPLICABLY moved 

his family ~1.5 hours AWAY.  BOTH NEW-guys were 

GREAT!  

If I HAD-to state a PREFERENCE, I'd say I liked the second 

guy MORE.  HOWEVER, not-only did he BRING his LOUD & 

very OBNOXIOUS "wife & THREE kids" TO the 

JOB-interview, but he OPENLY-questioned and -DOUBTED 

my NURSE'S MEDICAL-opinion.

… C'mON!  WHERE's the PROPER/LOGICAL interview-

ETIQUETTE?!  Even KNOW … you doN'T DIS-agree 

with an interviewER in HER "area-of-EXPERTISE"!


… 

Reviewing my fun LATE last night, I went-OUT … with my 

housemate to our "high school"-buddy's house … to play 

some POKER!  It was GREAT!

For the first 3+ hours, I didN'T win a hand!  

: (

Then, I ANNOUNCED: "ONE-MORE hand!"

… 

SURE ENOUGH, PLUS I decided-to FINALLY try "MY talent" 

of SEMI-"counting cards" … on the LAST frickin' hand!  

… Well, I went "ALL-IN" … with "a pair of TENs".

… ANOTHER Ten came "on the TURN"!

So, I CONCLUDED the night (I got HOME--from Miami--at 

11:52 pm.) with a HUGE-win!




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Saturday, August 29, 2015

(S"EVERYBODY's good at SOMETHING!"

… --'The Breakfast Club'

Personally, I WAS--PRE-accident--GREAT at/in MANY DIFFERENT areas/aspects … of "LIFE":
-- ACADEMIA (MATH, scienceS, FOREIGN-languageS, grammar, spelling, geography, …)
-- ATHLETICS (WRESTLING, soccer, football, basketball, …)
-- MARTIAL ARTS (Karate, Jujitsu)

-- TEACHING (KIDS' martial arts, MATH-tutoring, high school "Peer-Counselor", …)
-- ROMANCE (Girlfriend of ~5.47 YEARS)
-- CULTURAL-DIVERSITY (English-, Turkish-, Spanish-, Japanese-, Italian-understanding)
-- APPLIED-LOGIC (biophysics, trigonometry, statistics)

… I WAS/AM VERY AWARE/COGNIZANT of PROPER SAFETY-precautions.  I ACTUALLY REMEMBER (YAY!) that I WAS wearing my seatbelt--as I ALWAYS do--during my TRAGIC car accident 

2,610 DAYS ago.
But, the DUMB-ASSed writers at/for the 'Sun Sentinel'-newspaper--APPARENTLY--do NOT understand the concepts of "FORCE-PHYSICS" & "TRIGONOMETRY" but are ENTIRELY too-QUICK to make FALSE/INCORRECT ASSUMPTIONS.  So, those "NUMSKULLS"--MISTAKENLY--wrote that, because I was EJECTED from my vehicle, I MUST-NOT have been wearing my "SAFETY-harness".  
… ''Au CONTRAIRE, mon FRE'RE''!  
MUST I AGAIN explain HOW the THRUST of the EXPLOSION of the FAULTY/EXPIRED FRONT Driver's-side (= LEFT) tire … AND the angle of the now 
TILTING-/TIPPING-OVER car (~130 degrees to/from the highway) … AND my OPEN car-window (FRONT-LEFT) … AND my driving-SPEED of ~1.17 miles/MINUTE (~70 mph) provided MORE-than ENOUGH "FORCE" to DISLODGE me from my CHAIR & HURTLE me to my BUMPY, BLOODY, COMATOSE NEAR-death on the busy highway?!
(… AUDIBLE SIGH)
DO the MATH.

P.S. MY "Mass" was ~66 kilograms (= ~145.2 pounds).
(F = MA --> "Newton's 2nd Law of Notion")

(… ME: "CLASS dismissed.")


… As an example of my QUICK-thinking & "martial arts"-EXPERTISE, I devised a completely-NEW Karate-technique (for the KIDS' classES) in ~"an HOUR" … THIS MORNING.

(… I USUALLY spend a COUPLE nights creating a GOOD/FEASIBLE technique.) My 'Sempai' demonstrated it to ME … SUPERBLY!
… My homework BEFORE next Thursday is to create MORE!


… I saw this poster: 

"I WRESTLE.
I train with FOCUS.
My opponents FEAR me.
I am READY for whatever comes my way."

… "When the 'winds of CHANGE blow', some people 'build WALLS', … & others 'build WINDMILLS'."

(--Chinese proverb)
(… 'Tis ALL-about "making the BEST of a BAD-situation".)


… "An 'AVERAGE-person' who develops the habit of setting clear priorities and getting important tasks completed quickly will 'run circles' around a 'GENIUS' who talks a lot and makes wonderful plans but gets very little done." 
~ Brian Tracy

(… LESSON:

I--A.J. Kaynatma--HAFTA "PRACTICE what I 'PREACH'"!  I 

"spit-out" ALOTTA DOs & DON'Ts.  So/But, 'tis 

NECESSARY/ESSENTIAL that I ACTUALLY "SET that 

EXAMPLE" of … the PROPER-/MODEL-"way of LIFE")


… "I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave person is not one who does not feel afraid, but who conquers that fear." 

~ Nelson Mandela

(… EVERY day I HAFTA deal with my INTERNALIZED-"fear" of ………...
… ALAS!  "Fear" is NOT your "ENEMY".  'Tis MERELY a "COMPASS"--pointing you to the AREAS in which you need-to "GROW" & "DEVELOP".(… JEEZ, A.J.!  THAT was REALLY "DEEP"!)
(… ME: "I APPRECIATE the set-up for … ''THAT's what SHE said!''  But, ALSO, by utilizing "TRIAL & ERROR", applying the concept of "LEARNING from your MISTAKES", possessing STEADFAST-determination & STUBBORNLY-repeating my "DAILY-Activities", I'm--SLOWLY yet SURELY--IMPROVING!)


… "Don't forget, (y'ALL): HOPE is a GOOD-thing--maybe the 
BEST of things."
(--Andy Dufresne, The Shawshank Redemption)

… No matter HOW BLEAK & TOUGH my HANDICAPPED-
life may get, I HAFTA maintain the/my HOPE, "DRIVE" & 
DETERMINATION … that my injurIES are just TEMPORARY 
obstacles to OVERCOME … along MY "path to 
ENLIGHTENMENT".

(… Now, excuse me. I HAFTA get-BACK to MEMORIZING 
pi. I'm up-to … 3.1415926535897932 …)



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Friday, August 28, 2015

"The 'cure' for BOREDOM is CURIOSITY. … There is no 'cure' for CURIOSITY."

… -Dorothy Parker


… 
"I am UNSTOPPABLE, …
NOT because I do NOT have FAILURES or DOUBTS, (We ALL have 'em.  ALAS, they're in there.)
but because I CONTINUE-on DESPITE them."
(--Beau Taplin)


IGNORE people who are "SHITTY".
((...PESSIMISM ( : ( ) is "FAR-TOO" … CONTAGIOUS.))


We all have a past and a story that shapes is. But, it doesn't 

make us or define us. YOU are I charge of that.


((… I HAD a PHENOMENAL "past"--ACADEMICALLY, ATHLETICALLY, ROMANTICALLY, SOCIALLY)
(… THEN, "'SHIT' hit the fan" on July 6, 2008--2,609 days ago, when my HORRIFIC accident occurred.
… I was UN-pleasant DOWNTRODDEN by how FEW friends" have "stuck BY me".  
… REGARDLESS, (I KICK the jukebox … a la "The Fonz")
I MUST CONTINUE … as a (MUSIC-ON) "JUKE … BOX … HERO!"))




We all have a past and a story that shapes is. But, it doesn't 

make us or define us. YOU are I charge of that.




It's a "PROCESS".
It's a "PROCESS".
It's a (LONG) "PROCESS".
"GOOD-work takes TIME" … ESPECIALLY regarding nerve-REgeneration.


The CREATOR--of my blog--about ME:
"I've NEVER met a STRONG-person with an EASY-past."
(… I've known "THEE Creator" since I was THREE … so, going-on 27+ YEARS.)
(… So, he would KNOW.)


DoN'T compare YOUR "Chapter 1" to SOMEONE ELSE'S "Chapter 20".
We ALL "travel" at DIFFERENT rates/speeds.
(… I caN'T STAND … when people tell me, "Oh, I KNOW how you feel."  DoN'T "BULLSHIT-me", 'cuz NO, you doN'T!  … I wouldN'T wish MY CURRENT PHYSICAL-/ NEUROLOGICAL-state on my WORST-ENEMY!)
EVERYONE's UNIQUE.  So, just RESPECT EACH person's DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE & OPINION.


"It doesN'T HOW this LOOKS to OTHER people.  …
If this is something you've GOTTA DO, then DO it.
… FIGHTERS 'FIGHT'."
(--Rocky Balboa)
(… I AM a "FIGHTER" … in ALL senses/meanings of the word.)


I AM a "SHIT-creek"-SURVIVOR!
(… Do ya think MY EARNING the "Mile-SWIM"-commendation as a teenager HELPED-PREPARE me to my "WEATHERING the 'SHIT-STORM'" of my "age 24 'ACCIDENT'"?!)


YOU are IMPORTANT.
(… I, INTERNALLY, tell myself THAT EACH & EVERY night as my "BEDTIME-story".)
(… 'Tis A BIT sophomoric, idn't it?)


(… P.S. I have the MATURITY of an … EIGHT-year old.)

(… P.P.S. In 2001 MY high-school class MISSPELLED the name of OUR-OWN class-NAME--"SOPHOMORE".)


The days you are MOST-UNCOMFORTABLE are the days you LEARN the MOST about YOURSELF.
(… LATELY, I actually APPRECIATE the days I STRUGGLE working-out at "NeuroFit 360" … like TODAY.  
… I gain a BETTER-understanding of my PHYSICAL-LIMITS!)

… DIFFICULTIES in your life doN'T come to DESTROY you, but to help you REALIZE your HIDDEN POTENTIAL.

"Out of CLUTTER, find SIMPLICITY. From DISCORD, find 

HARMONY. In the middle of DIFFICULTY … lies 

OPPORTUNITY."

~ Albert Einstein.


NOT to BRAG, but …
I'm SO INTELLIGENT & "OUT-THERE" that ~"square-root of 625"% of the time I doN'T even UNDERSTAND MYSELF!


It's NEVER "TOO-LATE" to "CHANGE-course".
IF this is NOT the LIFE you WANT, 
love-YOURSELF enough to try ANOTHER, DIFFERENT 'path'.
(… OR, go-buy some EXPIRED, FAULTY car-tires; experience a LIFE-THREATENING accident; SURVIVE TWO COMAS & then determine HOW you can continue to--HAPPILY--"BETTER" OTHERS.)

(… BOO!  BAD "joke", A.J.!)

(… "I kinda HAFTA "find the COMEDIC-side" of … ANYTHING & EVERYTHING!
LAUGHTER helps ME--a "Traumatic Brain-Injury"-victim--MAINTAIN my "SANITY".

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Thursday, August 27, 2015

"It is IMPOSSIBLE for a man to learn what he THINKS he ALREADY knows."

… -- Epictetus

…. DoN'T be "CONSTRAINED"/"CENSORED"/"LIMITED" by your-OWN STUBBORNNESS!
"FREE/OPEN your MIND!"


The greatest discovery of any generation,

is that a human can alter his life by altering his attitude. 

~ William James

… MY life is FULL-of UN-LIMITED POSSIBILITIES!

(… 'Cuz of my "DRIVE", ZEAL & DETERMINATION)


"Do the BEST you CAN, until you know better. 
Then, when you KNOW better, … DO BETTER."
(--Maya Angelou)


Stop "WISHING".
Start "DOING".
(… Be "PRO-active" … not "RE-active".)


"(LATE) to bed & EARLY to rise makes a man HEALTHY 

(MINUS the LEGS), WEALTHY & WISE." = ME … "to a T"

(… UN-fortunately, MOST people TEND-to FORGET stuff, 

when they SLEEP.  MY memory is as "PISS-POOR" as is!  

Ergo--Thus--Hence--Therefore--Consequently, MY "sleep-

cycle" represents ~"one FOURTH" of my day.  




Life BEGINS … at the END … of your "COMFORT-ZONE".

Ergo, in order to truly "start-ANEW", I MUST "get bigGER 

BALLZ" (METAPHORICALLY). 

((… I HAFTA be BRAVE-enough to go-OUT, … & 

EXPERIENCE society's (SUPPOSED) IGNORANCE.  ONLY 

then, may I TRULY "judge"/RE-evaluate.))



… 'Por EJEMPLO': 

TODAY I agreed-to attend a small "par-TAY" this Saturday 

night.  (… BIG-THANKS to my housemate for "FINDING" 'la 

FIESTA'!) 


...
So, I went to my KIDS' Karate-class--JUST to VIEW.  

(… Or, so I THOUGHT.)  But, my "Professor" & 'Sempai' are 

SUPER-nice!  So, "PROF" let MY assistant demonstrate 

ONE of MY techniques to/for the YOUNG 'Karateka'.  My 

SELF-given homework is to develop/design/create MORE 

Karate- AND Jujitsu- techniques.


(ANGRILY) "There's MORE to LIFE than MATH!"


(--'Pi')


(… IS there?!)


(… ONE of THE "bottom-line NECESSITIES" for Human-


EXISTENCE = "REPRODUCTION" = "MULTIPLICATION" … 

to "ADD" more beings)



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